Hello,
My name is Austin, but my fem name is Olivia and that is who i truly identify as. I have been since I was about 13 I am currently 19 in college. I started off putting my moms clothes on just as every crossdresser does haha but i stopped when it didnt fit anymore. Growing up my mom and dad divorced when i was younger my mom remarried but to a woman just this year whom she was dating for the past 7 years. I lived with my mom and her girlfriend almost most of my life. That said my mom always seemed proud that I was who I am She seemed to like that I was straight and that I was an athlete. She pushed the athlete life on me and ad this image of who I was going to be. My other mother never really seemed to care she wanted me to live my life, yet she wasn't my biological mother and much younger than my mom closer to my age so we related more I feel. When I went to college my longterm girlfreind and I broke up a few months in and then that released my inner me. I bought a black dress some heels and breast forms with a wig. I crossdress in spare time when I am alone or when I meet with guys who want me as their "sissy ****". I am so happy with these men when I look in the mirror, yet it gets at me, because I can't be who I really am in my own home. I am worried that my mom will be mad and force me to stop or just always be dissapointed. She had an image of the ideal son, but now I want to be her daughter. Can I please have help on how to adress this. Should i tell one not the other. I just want to be normal with my own family in my own home. Any advise would be appreciated thank you
-Olivia
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