I treat the days I'm feeling crazy like huge events and when I complete what I wanted to do I get a high feeling.
I wish I could just wear skinny jeans all the time, around family, at work, but my hard boundaries keep me in check. The boundaries don't like the idea of people I know seeing me in ambiguous mode.
But I do sometimes walk to the store in womens jeans and get a real high feeling. The sensation of putting my shoes on while wearing the pants is one of the best feelings of the whole experience. The shoes are just male sneakers, but it is the last 5 seconds of being "safe" it is being on the tippy top of the rollercoaster knowing that in 5 seconds you are in for a ride. Then there is opening the door ( I live in a apartment complex) so there is immediate risk upon stepping outside the door.
So my question to you guys is,
Do you guys enjoy the thrill of going out in male mode but wearing something somewhat risky?
Do you procrastinate for hours before going out or do you just jump into the unknown within minutes?
Have you ever shopped for womens cloths while wearing something ambiguous. (I totally want to try this some day...im running out of ideas for "adventures")