That's it! I'm done, tired of the constant hair removal, the outfit choices of texture and colors and lets not forget the shoes how impracticable, of course the whole make-up thing. The hair styling the weight watching. The smiling and niceness to others who think I'm a weird-o, giving up my male empowerment in society. A whole lot of other things involved in my gender expression just got so tiring, I give up, I'm done. My will power stopped my smoking and drinking and other harmful things so I know I can stop this "thing".