I'm a lil over retirement age and an introvert. My body is great, but my face aint so much. So I've never tried a wig and makeup & have never been dressed in public (except in a few plays when I was a kid).
I usually am wearing a short skirt in my room. I like looking down at my legs or seeing them in the mirror. But I haven't felt excited for a while to be dressed.
I'm also disappointed that I don't feel very feminine. I've always wanted to feel like a woman, but a unique one, not like others.
If an affordable safe substance or procedure comes along that can turn on excitement and turn on a feeling of femininity and I can actually look gorgeous, I might feel fulfilled. I want to have a switch I can turn on and off for those feelings.
Having a suitable companion might help do the trick. I don't know if one is findable.