Do you still get a thrill when you open your panty drawer and see panties, just can't wait to step into them and feel how good they feel on ??? Same for putting on a bra, nylons and dressing in girl clothes. How about how it makes you feel in public walking past women knowing you are both wearing a bra, panties and female clothing. Validation that you like and are wear panties and a bra just like her and feel womanly like her also. Isn't this the thrill, enjoyment and self-satisfaction of crossdressing and feeling feminine like a woman?...Or has years of putting on panties just makes it ho hum and why am I still doing this. Are you starting to feel like a woman where the mutual feeling is I'd rather not wear a bra, more comfortable without it? Has the thrill never has and never will go away or are you starting to think just being a man... less work and ain't all that bad?
Me, setting here feeling how nice my bra feels on with my forms, feeling how nice and right my new pink nylon thong feels under my tight girl jeans and the feminine look and feel of the girl sweater and boobs let's you know I still get a thrill and it will never ever leave me. Hope the same for you.
Deebra