With the shorting hours at work and knowing that nobody is going to knock on my door because of the covid lock down I've been dressing alittle more then usual. It's now a more relaxing dressing, more casual and doing my chores dressed.
Since the day I told my wife about the dressing surprisenly she was ok with it, we drew a line in the sand and sometimes I try to cross it and sometimes she has to pull me back but all around its wasn't the easiest road but we're still driving on it.
I always felt that she wasn't all happy with this part of my life but does enjoy the aspect of having a husband as a friend to share things and have more in common and if you read my past post she's very supportive as long as we are both willing to bend and keep it in control.
These last few weeks I've noticed something about her different behaviour when I'm dressed or just some things in general. A few nights ever week I may sleep wearing a full slip and pantyhose, when I sleep in male mode she puts her arm around me and maybe put her legs over mine in a more cuddle position. I noticed that when I'm dressed she doesn't touch me at all, her arms folded to her chest and there's a almost small space between with no contact at all. I sometimes sit next to her watching TV or reading and again in male mode more touchy and when I'm dressed she almost goes out of her way to make sure none of her body was touching mine.
Since her car accident a few years back I took over most of the household chores, she's feeling better lately and doing more, the other day she did the laundry. She put her clothes and my male clothes in one basket and even though there was room in the basket for my fem clothes she put them in a different basket, almost like she didn't want my fem stuff touching hers.
Maybe I never picked up on this before because I never really had all this time to dress and now I'm wondering maybe she's not as cool about it as I think and not being honest how she really feels. If she's more honest I could easily pull away alittle I don't need her attention when dressed but didn't think she would act different when I'm dressed. This morning we were having coffee and talking, we do have a strong communication relationship and I was thinking of just asking her what I've noticed in the last while. I then had a flash back of when I was younger and my parents would have an argument and my dad would pull back. I remember asking my dad why he make my mom win that argument and not fight harder to make his point. My dad would answer me that sometimes we have to pick our war, don't go to war for nothing and make sure it's worth it. You know what I think he's right, I decided to leave it alone and hopefully have a great Sunday together instead of going to war for nothing. I just wonder her true feelings, her actions lately are like my fem side makes her sick and she doesn't even want to touch me almost like its poison. I thought I would share this to vent alittle and maybe hear what others here might make out of it. Thanks it's great to have a place like this to vent and maybe not start a war instead. Lol