Yesterday I was straighting out my fem closets as my wife was sitting and watching and talking to me. At one point she asked when do I plan on wearing most of my stuff, I seem to be saving the better guality and name brand hoisiey and clothes.
She pointed out that I have so much stuff I never use but I'm sixty when do I plan on wearing it, she asked me if I'm waiting for something to happen, some form of break though or am I going to evolve. She just bluntly straight out asked me "what are you planning"?
I really couldn't answer her, I don't know if anyone remembers back in the day Leggs brand pantyhose were sold in a egg shape package. I still have a few of those that I'm saving and I won't wear them almost like I don't want to ruin them. But in the mean time I'm losing out on the amazing sansation they give and the enjoyment I get wearing them, almost like I wouldn't have never believe in my life time that I would have all this stuff and don't want to take it for granted.
She tells me she guesses it also goes back to a wine or cigar collectors, spends all there lives collecting and die and never get to enjoy there collection.
She is right I do have some expensive hoisiey and I don't know if it's some kind of hoarding or I don't want to lose having them or is my mind telling me maybe one day I will go out and I want my best stuff and rather save them for a special occasion that I don't know what that would be.
I really honestly don't know why I can't bring myself to opening them and wearing them, I'm just satisfied they are there. I was thinking last night why I am like this and I'm just wondering anyone else here could relate at all.