I have this friend online who has known me since before "Taylor". Like she knows me as my female name and I never really changed it because I figured that it would be way too confusing for her and that maybe I might lose her as a friend. More than anything I was afraid. Well, we were talking about the Virginia Tech massacre and how traumatizing it was just to keep seeing stuff about it on every channel and then that went to a general talk about stuff that has happened in the U.S. How 9/11 really traumatized people and little kids who were watching it with their parents actually developed PTSD. She threw out a comment that she had seen "Boys Don't Cry" and that the hate and brutality in that movie had her messed up for a couple of weeks after seeing it. Well, my ears perked up at that. I mean I was thinking.....she has seen that movie and she seems to be not disgusted by Brandon but by the people who killed him. So it was scary but I told her about me. Here is the e-mail I got in return. I feel like the luckiest guy on earth to have a friend like her.
ooh you'd be hot in a button up and tie, send me
photos. i'm not disgusted, weirded out, etc-i've
had a friend since i was 18 who is ftm and i've had a
crush on him for ages, plus i see all the time what he
has to go through (though he does want
hormones/surgery but can't afford it). of course i
still love you, i can't tell you how special you are
to me.
would you prefer for me to call you taylor? because
i would if that's what you feel more comfortable with.
^-^
as for hair-i still say curly looks better, that was
adorable. i seriously just wanted to smoosh and cuddle
you when i saw those photos lol. you can tell me
anything, i would never judge you-you're a wonderful,
deep, caring person who has their priorities straight
and knows what really matters in life. *super big
hugs*
love you bundles!!!!!