This is a tough time of year for me right now. The best time of the year to CD. The weather warming up to wear sundresses, tube tops. To bathe outside, to ride my bicycle around the park, to go shopping - to at least live part time as a woman. Here it is Pride weekend also (in Albuquerque).
Yet balancing things. The wife is home, finished her job for the school year yesterday, clothes are hidden in the basement and won't get a chance to dress up and really get out there for another 10 days. Most of the year i can dress up, in late June-late July I can but this what seems like the best time I can't so I'm feeling the frustration and oppression that many of you post about - about having your CDing restricted. I realize a lot of it we put on ourselves but it's tough, when you have to balance your first job in three years, your wife at home for a while and you're not used to it. This kind of stuff leads to frustration, anxiety and even insomnia at night. It has been a tough time. Other closeted and semi closeted crossdressers I feel your pain.