Quote Originally Posted by Tinkerbell-GG View Post
Hope my thoughts were 'oh lord, I am so not attracted to him right now. Will I ever get this mental imagery out of my head?'

Weirdest thing was, I didn't feel revulsion at the dressing per say, (perplexed, yes, lol) but I had this gnawing feeling that if he touched me like that, I'd have to kill him, lol. Anyway, long story short, I started to really struggle sexually even when he was in male mode (most of the time yet still I struggled) as I couldn't get the image out of my head.

Hahahahaha! Thats awesome about killing him. But i think the mental image of me dressed and sexual arousal is my wifes big one.

Thanks to everyone else, its comforting to know you feel the love now matter how they are dressed. My wife says she doesnt think about it while im dressed. Sort of a live and let live form of denial. We are only a few months into this, time will tell how my CD side and her interact