Hi all I am not super active on this forum but figured I would put my two cents in today and see if anyone else has had similar experience. I have been dressing since I was a little kid - over 20 years now but lately I just dont seem to have the energy to get all dolled up anymore. I used to count down the hours on a Friday to when I was off work, could change clothes, go get my makeup done and possibly hit up a bar all dolled up. I now notice its been almost 8 months since I full dressed up, breastforms seem to be collecting dust in the closet and I just never seem to get dressed up other than panties and pj or yoga pants and chill around the home. I have heard 1000 times once a cd your always a cd, yet it doesnt even seem to be on my radar lately. Has anyone experienced a similar funk? I enjoy my male life and have absolutely no ambition to transition and I am wondering now that I enter my 30s if it just has gotten stale or what? I had no shame about my dressing, I stayed closeted for personal and professional reasons, and really loved getting dolled up and going out, wondering if this happened to anyone else and if they came out of it and got back to girl time or what? Sorry for the novel here I just am confused and dont really have any other outlet to ask these questions. Thank you for your thoughts and understanding.