Hi Ilisa,
I have been looking at this problem in a very similar way as you for years. However, it changed recently. It looks like I have fallen in a...
I found the Letter to Self to be quite moving, as I look at a lifetime of having crossdressing as a part of me. It literally brought a tear to my eye...
The crossdressing community is one that needs to stick together and continue to be there for each other for whatever one needs. We are always trying to improve the forum to better serve the crossdresser in all of us.