BekiJ
02-14-2009, 08:37 PM
I have not posted anything for a while, and probably not anything of consequence. Just wanted to check back in. Posting while not wearing anything female (guess that inspires me) is difficult, but here goes.
Had my brief trip and was able to buy a couple of bras at VS and panties at a couple of other places. Valentines Day was a good cover. I had to slap myself up-side the head a couple times, otherwise I would have bought more panties. Come on, how many do I need (need - none, want - more) since I can’t even underdress presently. Almost hyperventilated a couple of times.
I wimpped out on heels. When you are size 12 men’s, you just can’t breeze in, make a selection, and breeze out. Just not ready for it.
I have only been able to partially dress a couple times for only minutes since getting home. But the peace it brings is quite amazing. Just putting on a bra and forms must lower my blood pressure. And I feel more... whole. Looking down and seeing them is just so comforting. Looking down now and wishing they were there is depressing. I wish I had my forms with me on the trip as I could have a least really relaxed in the hotel in the evening.
While I am not posting, I am reading, and would like to thank all of you for sharing your experiences. If you read my other posts, you will see that I have self-imposed limits, the biggest of which is that I do not want to burden my wife with this. So in the closet I stay, but there is a light in there, and a mirror.
Hugs
BekiJ
Had my brief trip and was able to buy a couple of bras at VS and panties at a couple of other places. Valentines Day was a good cover. I had to slap myself up-side the head a couple times, otherwise I would have bought more panties. Come on, how many do I need (need - none, want - more) since I can’t even underdress presently. Almost hyperventilated a couple of times.
I wimpped out on heels. When you are size 12 men’s, you just can’t breeze in, make a selection, and breeze out. Just not ready for it.
I have only been able to partially dress a couple times for only minutes since getting home. But the peace it brings is quite amazing. Just putting on a bra and forms must lower my blood pressure. And I feel more... whole. Looking down and seeing them is just so comforting. Looking down now and wishing they were there is depressing. I wish I had my forms with me on the trip as I could have a least really relaxed in the hotel in the evening.
While I am not posting, I am reading, and would like to thank all of you for sharing your experiences. If you read my other posts, you will see that I have self-imposed limits, the biggest of which is that I do not want to burden my wife with this. So in the closet I stay, but there is a light in there, and a mirror.
Hugs
BekiJ