foxyjj111
02-28-2009, 04:58 AM
alright, so as you know i had never actually ventured beyond my patio dressed en femme. i have been dying to do so and last night i started getting dressed up with intentions of just hanging around the apt. around 11 i decided the hell with it, i'm going out to my car and going for a drive. i had planned on driving to a gar bar in the area and then contemplating going in or not once i arrived.
so after much deliberation i grabbed a purse and made sure i had everything i needed and walked out my door. now i live in an apartment complex and had to walk through a few units to get to the lot and in my car. hoping not to pass anyone along the way i made a run for it. after getting to the lot i passed a women and her son and she just said hello and kept walking. it was dark so i probably passed.
next i get in my car and drive about five mins to the bar i had heard of. neve been therer tho. i decided the hell with it again i'm going in, i made it this far. so i did. there were only two other tg's in the bar and they were drag performers but to my surprise, not one person looked at me like i was at all out of place. like i said, however, it was a gay bar. i sat at the bar and had a drink and watched the crowd for the first hour being very shy. around 1 oclock i guy asked me if i was a girl or a guy in drag. he said that he and his friends werent sure. i told him and he invited me to hang out with them. long story short, two of them were gg's and one was a cd'tg but not dresseed and had a TS roomate. WOW for me. i fit in great and we talked for awhile and then they invited me to one of there houses for a drink.
i stayed for an hour or so. the only dressed and never felt out of place for a second. they were such a fun group of people. saturday night they are actually going back to the same bar but two of them are dressing up as well and i was invited to get miy makeup done by the one GG. i cant wait and am so excited that i finallyi made some friends i can be me around.
when i left the apt this evening i was expecting to drive down the road and come back and then got the guts to go. i am so happy i just sucked it up and got over such a huge hurdle and hope i have many more nights to follow this one.
ps i will take some pics tomorrow and post them later.
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so after much deliberation i grabbed a purse and made sure i had everything i needed and walked out my door. now i live in an apartment complex and had to walk through a few units to get to the lot and in my car. hoping not to pass anyone along the way i made a run for it. after getting to the lot i passed a women and her son and she just said hello and kept walking. it was dark so i probably passed.
next i get in my car and drive about five mins to the bar i had heard of. neve been therer tho. i decided the hell with it again i'm going in, i made it this far. so i did. there were only two other tg's in the bar and they were drag performers but to my surprise, not one person looked at me like i was at all out of place. like i said, however, it was a gay bar. i sat at the bar and had a drink and watched the crowd for the first hour being very shy. around 1 oclock i guy asked me if i was a girl or a guy in drag. he said that he and his friends werent sure. i told him and he invited me to hang out with them. long story short, two of them were gg's and one was a cd'tg but not dresseed and had a TS roomate. WOW for me. i fit in great and we talked for awhile and then they invited me to one of there houses for a drink.
i stayed for an hour or so. the only dressed and never felt out of place for a second. they were such a fun group of people. saturday night they are actually going back to the same bar but two of them are dressing up as well and i was invited to get miy makeup done by the one GG. i cant wait and am so excited that i finallyi made some friends i can be me around.
when i left the apt this evening i was expecting to drive down the road and come back and then got the guts to go. i am so happy i just sucked it up and got over such a huge hurdle and hope i have many more nights to follow this one.
ps i will take some pics tomorrow and post them later.
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