Sherry-Stephanie
03-26-2009, 08:04 AM
We all have a starting point coming into Cding and for a variety or reasons as well...
Yes we obtain woman's clothing from bras and panties, to dresses, skirts, tops and slacks and lets not forget THE shoes...oh the shoes..to die for....at least for me...the breast forms have finally arrived also...
My closet is growing every week....the shoe collection is over 20 now and my panty draw rivals my male underwear as well. I have a "stash" of open pantyhose backed up by an equal amount of unopen hose in various styles shades and brands...and let us not foget the wigs...8 in all from short to long and blonde to dark auburn....the makeup drawers are now at 5 and all are full...and then the cases that are under the vanity as well....so collectively I am well along in having a very functional female wardrobe....
But what is even more interesting is the internal transformation....the coming out let's say of our (mine) female persona....I'm wearing toenail polish 24/7, toe rings and recently began wearing an ankle bracelet as well...just had my ears pierced and shave my body two t three times aweek...I fret over plucking my brows and if I break a toenal I've got to fix it right away...trim it, paint it and make sure it looks "right" again. I sit and decide when I'm going to work on my nails and take three or four bottles of polish and sit and decide what color this time....must have the right look although in reality there isn't any "right" look...just what is in a girl's mind as far as being "right"....
I watch commercial for makeup and think hmmm maybe I'll try that...Iwatch TV with the wife and comment on this dress or that dressin a JC Penny ad. I am more aware of people...99% females on TV and how their make up looks how they're eyebrows are timmed....what I like and what I don't like...I stop and realize that there is a very definate female that is not only existing inside me but is present at various times....various moments thoughout the day. I use to be excited to get home and change into a pair of heels and my female jeans...now I do so as just a normal part of me...I am just as happy to be sitting around wearing my female jeans and heels as I am being fully dress with make up and all..I don't feel any more female being totally dresses as I do being partially dressed....
I am a still male but I am also female....I still think like a male but I also think like a female. I find that when I'm out shopping I look at the woman's shoes in a store window as eaqually as I check out the male shoes....these are all things that I would not have done a year ago before the idea of dressing came to me....I'm as interested in being in the female section of a store as I am in the male section....when my wife shops and is looking for her clothes I also am picking thoguht the womans' racks looking for soemthing for me..and i do some with as much easy and comfort as I do in the men's section. If a SA asks if she can help me I tell her oh I'm looking for this or that to go with a top or bottom or whatever and thank her for her assistance but I'm OK. Sometimes though I'll ask her to show me something in particular and tell her what size I need...I don't tell her it's for me nor do I make up a story that it's for my wife...if she asks I'll I'll make some reference where she can make her own decision...I'm looking for a top to go with a black skirt...thne describe what I might be looking for if I have something in mind and if I'm looking for ideas I'll say what do you think might work???? and go from there...I'm simply shopping and beyond that is it really neccessary to expand on the "why's??? If it comes out as far as who it's for then it's simply "for me"....sometimes the wife is with me and it will be the three of us in discussions...it's obvous that my wife isn't even close to a size 14 dress or a size 11 shoe..."DUH"...we're not stupid and the SA's surely aren't stupid...if I'm shopping for a top or a skirt and a pair of shoes and wife wife is right there with me then it msut be OK on our end so why wouldn't it be OK on the SA's end....makes things so much simplier...
I am as councious about my female side as I am my male side....I need to pluck my eyebrows as much as I need to shave...I want my skirts and tops to match as much as I want my suits, shirts and ties to match...
I have not only come out of the closet and ventured out into the real world as Stephanie which I never would have thouught would have when I started to first dress...but I have also come out internally and let my female side or characterists or traits also come out...and in doing so I have become a very different yet more complete person over the last year...and simply this has caused me to fell more complete as a person and I am loving this feeling....
So for all of you who have been doing this a lot longer you all know what I mean...and for those of you who are new to this and have recently come to the forum to discover what tthe joureny involves in CDing just like I did a year ago....welcome, sit back....buckle up and enjoy the ride your about to embark on for it will be like nothing that you have ever experienced before...it will become all consuming and intergrate itself into your daily life and change the person you are now into something totally new and different...but Uniquely as each and everyone of us is Uniquely an individual here...and once you've stepped into this world of femmenization, there is really no going back....
It's quite the trip I must say....
Hugs...
Stephanie...
Yes we obtain woman's clothing from bras and panties, to dresses, skirts, tops and slacks and lets not forget THE shoes...oh the shoes..to die for....at least for me...the breast forms have finally arrived also...
My closet is growing every week....the shoe collection is over 20 now and my panty draw rivals my male underwear as well. I have a "stash" of open pantyhose backed up by an equal amount of unopen hose in various styles shades and brands...and let us not foget the wigs...8 in all from short to long and blonde to dark auburn....the makeup drawers are now at 5 and all are full...and then the cases that are under the vanity as well....so collectively I am well along in having a very functional female wardrobe....
But what is even more interesting is the internal transformation....the coming out let's say of our (mine) female persona....I'm wearing toenail polish 24/7, toe rings and recently began wearing an ankle bracelet as well...just had my ears pierced and shave my body two t three times aweek...I fret over plucking my brows and if I break a toenal I've got to fix it right away...trim it, paint it and make sure it looks "right" again. I sit and decide when I'm going to work on my nails and take three or four bottles of polish and sit and decide what color this time....must have the right look although in reality there isn't any "right" look...just what is in a girl's mind as far as being "right"....
I watch commercial for makeup and think hmmm maybe I'll try that...Iwatch TV with the wife and comment on this dress or that dressin a JC Penny ad. I am more aware of people...99% females on TV and how their make up looks how they're eyebrows are timmed....what I like and what I don't like...I stop and realize that there is a very definate female that is not only existing inside me but is present at various times....various moments thoughout the day. I use to be excited to get home and change into a pair of heels and my female jeans...now I do so as just a normal part of me...I am just as happy to be sitting around wearing my female jeans and heels as I am being fully dress with make up and all..I don't feel any more female being totally dresses as I do being partially dressed....
I am a still male but I am also female....I still think like a male but I also think like a female. I find that when I'm out shopping I look at the woman's shoes in a store window as eaqually as I check out the male shoes....these are all things that I would not have done a year ago before the idea of dressing came to me....I'm as interested in being in the female section of a store as I am in the male section....when my wife shops and is looking for her clothes I also am picking thoguht the womans' racks looking for soemthing for me..and i do some with as much easy and comfort as I do in the men's section. If a SA asks if she can help me I tell her oh I'm looking for this or that to go with a top or bottom or whatever and thank her for her assistance but I'm OK. Sometimes though I'll ask her to show me something in particular and tell her what size I need...I don't tell her it's for me nor do I make up a story that it's for my wife...if she asks I'll I'll make some reference where she can make her own decision...I'm looking for a top to go with a black skirt...thne describe what I might be looking for if I have something in mind and if I'm looking for ideas I'll say what do you think might work???? and go from there...I'm simply shopping and beyond that is it really neccessary to expand on the "why's??? If it comes out as far as who it's for then it's simply "for me"....sometimes the wife is with me and it will be the three of us in discussions...it's obvous that my wife isn't even close to a size 14 dress or a size 11 shoe..."DUH"...we're not stupid and the SA's surely aren't stupid...if I'm shopping for a top or a skirt and a pair of shoes and wife wife is right there with me then it msut be OK on our end so why wouldn't it be OK on the SA's end....makes things so much simplier...
I am as councious about my female side as I am my male side....I need to pluck my eyebrows as much as I need to shave...I want my skirts and tops to match as much as I want my suits, shirts and ties to match...
I have not only come out of the closet and ventured out into the real world as Stephanie which I never would have thouught would have when I started to first dress...but I have also come out internally and let my female side or characterists or traits also come out...and in doing so I have become a very different yet more complete person over the last year...and simply this has caused me to fell more complete as a person and I am loving this feeling....
So for all of you who have been doing this a lot longer you all know what I mean...and for those of you who are new to this and have recently come to the forum to discover what tthe joureny involves in CDing just like I did a year ago....welcome, sit back....buckle up and enjoy the ride your about to embark on for it will be like nothing that you have ever experienced before...it will become all consuming and intergrate itself into your daily life and change the person you are now into something totally new and different...but Uniquely as each and everyone of us is Uniquely an individual here...and once you've stepped into this world of femmenization, there is really no going back....
It's quite the trip I must say....
Hugs...
Stephanie...