halfman_halfamazing
03-29-2009, 05:37 AM
I have the power to change things.
On Monday I plan to tell finally tell my mom the truth.
That my new best friend is the girl she forbade to speak to almost three years ago and we're still dating.
That she's cutting my hair for her daughter. I'm her son.
That she shouldn't tell me what to wear.
That i might have asperger's.
And that i need a doctor's apointment because i have an ingrown toenail.
But seriously.
I'm not ready but no one can ever be.
I want this and I want it now. Ready or not I'm going in.
I planned to have a doctor's appontment with my new therapist and to tell her there. I just dont want her to run away from me. She always does. And that fact that i have asperger's doesnt help. I'm scared i might hulk out. I cant stand a communication wall. Dont like being in the dark.
But it looks like he might be booked. So i'll have to do it at home.
I wanted to post this here because this is where I began and will begin again.
This is time for seriousness.
As soon as i get this out its green light go.
I'm proposing hopefull on July 17th. Around 3 or 4 am.
Can you guess why?
We met in a Harry Potter chat room.
We'll get engaged after watching the Half Blood Prince at midnight.
So I wanted to let all of my good friends know.
I ask for your prayers, luck and many well wishes.
:hugs:
Ronaldo.
P.S
i'm like a butterfly!
On Monday I plan to tell finally tell my mom the truth.
That my new best friend is the girl she forbade to speak to almost three years ago and we're still dating.
That she's cutting my hair for her daughter. I'm her son.
That she shouldn't tell me what to wear.
That i might have asperger's.
And that i need a doctor's apointment because i have an ingrown toenail.
But seriously.
I'm not ready but no one can ever be.
I want this and I want it now. Ready or not I'm going in.
I planned to have a doctor's appontment with my new therapist and to tell her there. I just dont want her to run away from me. She always does. And that fact that i have asperger's doesnt help. I'm scared i might hulk out. I cant stand a communication wall. Dont like being in the dark.
But it looks like he might be booked. So i'll have to do it at home.
I wanted to post this here because this is where I began and will begin again.
This is time for seriousness.
As soon as i get this out its green light go.
I'm proposing hopefull on July 17th. Around 3 or 4 am.
Can you guess why?
We met in a Harry Potter chat room.
We'll get engaged after watching the Half Blood Prince at midnight.
So I wanted to let all of my good friends know.
I ask for your prayers, luck and many well wishes.
:hugs:
Ronaldo.
P.S
i'm like a butterfly!