halfman_halfamazing
04-01-2009, 05:00 AM
*creeps out*
Hiiii guys!
Well.
I did it.
And it went great!
I didnt have an appointment and i knew i wouldnt and i just felt i had to do it so i ended up telling my mom on Sunday night.
I sat her down after i watched the Kids Choice Awards (*kids these days.. huge disappointment) told her i had to talk to her. I explained how I wanted to tell her at the doctor but i couldnt cuz there was no appointment and she wanted to get into that but I cut her off, by then i was already crying like fussy baby. I asked her if my happiness was important. After she said yes I explained in order. Told her Marie and I were dating then said she was really Lisa.
Then of all things.. she was smiling!!!!
In my head i was like wtf she's smiling at how pitiful i look. Then i went on about how she makes me incredibly happy and how i wanna marry and God knows what. Then there was a short silence and i was like well say something!
Then of all things.. she said she knew!!!
Said i can't hide anything from her.
Lots of talking happened. I brought up being transgender. I had enough of her cutting my hair the way she wanted and the way she picked my clothes. Apparently she was confused. She thought i felt both male and female and she was just trying to push my feminine side. I explained to her no. Then said "i'm a boy! i'm a boy! i'm a boy!"
I think she gets it now.
And now i'm off to vacation!
Culiacan, Sinaloa! 90 degrees all week.
As i was packing my sister saw my shorts and she said who's are those? All sassy and y'know. I said mine dumbass. They look like man shorts. I know i want them too. Why so you can look like a 13 year old boy? Yeah howd you know?
As long as my mom knows and is totally cool I don't rightly care about anyone else.
Hiiii guys!
Well.
I did it.
And it went great!
I didnt have an appointment and i knew i wouldnt and i just felt i had to do it so i ended up telling my mom on Sunday night.
I sat her down after i watched the Kids Choice Awards (*kids these days.. huge disappointment) told her i had to talk to her. I explained how I wanted to tell her at the doctor but i couldnt cuz there was no appointment and she wanted to get into that but I cut her off, by then i was already crying like fussy baby. I asked her if my happiness was important. After she said yes I explained in order. Told her Marie and I were dating then said she was really Lisa.
Then of all things.. she was smiling!!!!
In my head i was like wtf she's smiling at how pitiful i look. Then i went on about how she makes me incredibly happy and how i wanna marry and God knows what. Then there was a short silence and i was like well say something!
Then of all things.. she said she knew!!!
Said i can't hide anything from her.
Lots of talking happened. I brought up being transgender. I had enough of her cutting my hair the way she wanted and the way she picked my clothes. Apparently she was confused. She thought i felt both male and female and she was just trying to push my feminine side. I explained to her no. Then said "i'm a boy! i'm a boy! i'm a boy!"
I think she gets it now.
And now i'm off to vacation!
Culiacan, Sinaloa! 90 degrees all week.
As i was packing my sister saw my shorts and she said who's are those? All sassy and y'know. I said mine dumbass. They look like man shorts. I know i want them too. Why so you can look like a 13 year old boy? Yeah howd you know?
As long as my mom knows and is totally cool I don't rightly care about anyone else.