MsDaina
04-10-2009, 04:20 AM
I need some help sorting through my gender identity issues, and am not sure where to start....
some backround on me and my feminine side.....
I first remember being about three or so, and my mother dressing me up as a girl in a dress and even putting makeup on me..... I remember how great it was to finally feel pretty.....
at 7, one morning I awoke after a dream that I had an operation and became a girl instantly, and became some sort of stage dancer... The thought of how awesome that would be never went away...
at 12, my mom was making clothes for some stripper freinds, and needed to use me as a model because 'I was built so much like the girl its for'. I nearly cried because of a strange flood of emotions including being exploited, total love of the little halter top, fighting off an erection, and concealing such bliss while trying to hate it for sake of mainting any masculinity.....
At 15 I start stealing my sisters underwear, namely thongs that didnt seem very worn (kinda grossed out and as
some backround on me and my feminine side.....
I first remember being about three or so, and my mother dressing me up as a girl in a dress and even putting makeup on me..... I remember how great it was to finally feel pretty.....
at 7, one morning I awoke after a dream that I had an operation and became a girl instantly, and became some sort of stage dancer... The thought of how awesome that would be never went away...
at 12, my mom was making clothes for some stripper freinds, and needed to use me as a model because 'I was built so much like the girl its for'. I nearly cried because of a strange flood of emotions including being exploited, total love of the little halter top, fighting off an erection, and concealing such bliss while trying to hate it for sake of mainting any masculinity.....
At 15 I start stealing my sisters underwear, namely thongs that didnt seem very worn (kinda grossed out and as