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curse within
04-19-2009, 06:07 PM
I have been in guy mode for 2 days ( weekend at that :sad: ) Yet I am still here, is that normal? I guess looking back I was here often without going through the fog a month or so ago. Maybe it takes time to leave your system.
I think I am here for more of the science portion of the threads ( why are we like this ) than any other ..
Anyone else experiance this? How many visit here no matter what mode you are in ?
Alana65
04-19-2009, 06:19 PM
I visit at least once a day whether I'm dressed or not.
Jonianne
04-19-2009, 06:51 PM
Hey CW, I'm here for the connection to kindred spirits. I don't know that I've ever been dressed here on the forum. Maybe once. It's been months since I've dressed anyway. My visits are based more on mood rather than mode.
Debutante
04-19-2009, 06:57 PM
I've been very busy with 2 PT jobs, so it's been rare that I've been dressed in the last month or more... my energies are all put elsewhere. But the femme side will certainly come back... I need to be patient with my cycle, in that sense... perhaps you are getting aware of your "cycle" as well?
curse within
04-19-2009, 06:58 PM
Yeah Joni,
Guess you could say my head is still spinning,...I just find it odd that I am still lingering I have a project I am working on and I just come back here from time to time checking seeing what is happening.
This place is addicting and the feeling of others here that have simular habits, guess it just give a common ground..
Tracii G
04-19-2009, 06:59 PM
You look good CW glad to see you're dressing and not supressing.
curse within
04-19-2009, 07:02 PM
Thanks Tracii very nice of you.....I hope I don't start that crap again..:beatup:
Miranda09
04-19-2009, 07:19 PM
I visit this all the time whether dressed up or not. I like the interaction and viewing all the posts.
YIKES.....forgot I've got pasta cooking. Gotta run!!!! :)
AshleyCDFL
04-19-2009, 07:27 PM
I probably visit more in guy mode than anything else. I also like to read the posts and like the interaction. Its becoming yet another hobby.....
Lora Olivia
04-19-2009, 08:47 PM
If I only visited when I was dressed I wouldn't be here much
curse within
04-19-2009, 09:03 PM
I've been very busy with 2 PT jobs, so it's been rare that I've been dressed in the last month or more... my energies are all put elsewhere. But the femme side will certainly come back... I need to be patient with my cycle, in that sense... perhaps you are getting aware of your "cycle" as well?
Yes I am or I am trying to get aware of my cycle..I am surprised to hear someone else other than myself to call it a cycle..I call it that due to the meaning ..I do not have the desire to dress often but:doh:..When it hits watch out..
Tracii G
04-19-2009, 09:08 PM
CW just go with it and have fun.
curse within
04-19-2009, 09:14 PM
CW just go with it and have fun.. Tracii,
I am doin the best I can...I never really experianced the "PINK FOG " during all my 25 years of being with my wife. It became more of a habit to bottle it up and do just as you said...Surpress it..
Thanks Tracii
CW
Tracii G
04-19-2009, 09:16 PM
You look great as a girl why hide it? Show off a little.
curse within
04-19-2009, 09:23 PM
Thank you Tracii, I really don't think so myself but that was very nice of you..I just really would like to say sorry to those I have offended in the past .
You all knew as I am sure you have gone through the same struggles, I mean hell I senced Tamara even enjoyed a few of my post ( I still think she is damn sexy reguardless )..So I guess its just a new learning experiance as I go through trial and error..
Tracii G
04-19-2009, 09:27 PM
All in the past CW FWIW I think you look great.The black wig is awesome.
Karren H
04-19-2009, 09:31 PM
I've been in guy mode for alomst 3 months..... I don't know where I am....
curse within
04-19-2009, 09:37 PM
All in the past CW FWIW I think you look great.The black wig is awesome.
Again Tracii thanks, perhaps someday I can pull it of as well as you and others here do..I really do feel that it's people like you and others that make this site the# 1 place for us dressers to go as far as support along with the staff..
Don't think as many empty thoughts I have had could have escaped any other sites , its very forgiving here we all go through our phases..
Tracii G
04-19-2009, 09:45 PM
CW everyone here is like family if we can't vent a little we'll explode.
Jessica Who
04-19-2009, 09:49 PM
I come here almost every day no matter how I feel
MissConstrued
04-19-2009, 09:52 PM
I'm very drab when I'm here. When I get dressed up, I'm ready to go out, not sit in front of my computer.
I came here for some answers about myself... but no one else seems to have any answers either. So I gave up on that -- as in, screw it, I'm me and that's that. I stick around for the cameraderie.
curse within
04-19-2009, 09:55 PM
I am thinking you answered part of the thread Tracii ..We are like family here and we can vent , ask stupid questions and even learn from them:hee(talkin bout myself )hee:.. Might not be such a bad thing to come here in guy mode to prep myself for the next cycle..
Farrah
04-19-2009, 10:00 PM
I haven't been here in a while, but when I am here I am in drab. Like someone else said, when I'm dressed I'd much rather go out than sit in front of a computer. Also If i only came here when I'm dressed, I would rarely be here. Especially in the last month or so. I purged again on Feb 27. I don't know how long it will last. Hopefully forever, but you know the Pink Fog.
curse within
04-19-2009, 10:05 PM
I'm very drab when I'm here. When I get dressed up, I'm ready to go out, not sit in front of my computer.
I came here for some answers about myself... but no one else seems to have any answers either. So I gave up on that -- as in, screw it, I'm me and that's that. I stick around for the cameraderie.
Yeah sometimes it beats the hell out of T.V. reading some of this stuff..
I purged again on Feb 27. I don't know how long it will last. Hopefully forever, but you know the Pink Fog...
I wish you all the best on that purge ..I have learned from past mistakes to take everything from arms reach and lock them up in a safe spot that take a lot of effort to get to them..Good luck I hope you can do it..
TxKimberly
04-19-2009, 10:25 PM
I spend MORE time here when in boy mode. It's kind of my outlet when I am not or can not be pretty. When I am dressed, I am generally out doing something and not sitting at the PC.
countrygirl
04-19-2009, 10:30 PM
I visit 2-3 times a day, it does not matter if I am crossdressed or not.
Alice Torn
04-19-2009, 10:59 PM
Probably 99% of the time, on here, i am in guy clothes. Only once or twice, have i ever been on here dressed, in three years!
Phyliss Hdson
04-19-2009, 11:01 PM
I come when I can sometimes dressed if I just messing about the house but ussually once I am dressed I am ready to get Out and About
rochelle smith
04-19-2009, 11:50 PM
cw
I am on here every night before I go to bed. I am always in my gown and breastforms and panties. My wife knows all about my xdressing and does not say a word about it, but also doesn't encourage it either. I have not went out yet because I do not have a wig yet or some silicone breastforms, but I read here every night
rochelle
curse within
04-19-2009, 11:59 PM
cw
I am on here every night before I go to bed. I am always in my gown and breastforms and panties. My wife knows all about my xdressing and does not say a word about it, but also doesn't encourage it either. I have not went out yet because I do not have a wig yet or some silicone breastforms, but I read here every night
rochelle
Are you looking to take that step out past the walls of your home? I just can't see myself doing that or not anywhere close to where I live anyways..Heck I was in the beggining or the start of a very long cycle sparked by what I feel may have been stress. I was on my way back home from the Midwest with no girly things for comfort . I just couldn't take it anymore I must have stopped at 5 walmart stores before I mustard up enough courage to buy some undies in Witchta.
That was so awkward , I do not know why I will never see the cashier again in my life but I am sure they got a kick out of me..Then I pulled further down the parking lot and put my stuff on under my jeans , just as I got my jeans back up I looked in my mirror an there sat a city police officer ..He sat there for what seemed like hours but may have been 10 minutes watching my truck , my heart was beating out of my chest.
KarenS
04-20-2009, 01:19 AM
I have been in guy mode for 2 days ( weekend at that :sad: ) Yet I am still here, is that normal? I guess looking back I was here often without going through the fog a month or so ago. Maybe it takes time to leave your system.
I think I am here for more of the science portion of the threads ( why are we like this ) than any other ..
Anyone else experiance this? How many visit here no matter what mode you are in ?
I manage to dress about every other Friday. :D (Underdressing at work excluded.) I still come here frequently. Dressed or not.
I haven't been here in a while, but when I am here I am in drab. Like someone else said, when I'm dressed I'd much rather go out than sit in front of a computer. Also If i only came here when I'm dressed, I would rarely be here. Especially in the last month or so. I purged again on Feb 27. I don't know how long it will last. Hopefully forever, but you know the Pink Fog.
I am saddened you purged. It never worked for me. :sad:
I agree about sitting in front of the computer when dressed.
gwen cd
04-20-2009, 06:28 AM
Kim you hit it on the head of the nail.
Carly D.
04-20-2009, 10:08 AM
This is who I am.. mostly I am not wearing womens clothes at all.. sometimes I am wearing something (mostly shoes or hose and shoes or on that rare occasion a skirt and hose and shoes) and very rarely I am fully dressed up and at this site.. in fact I'm not sure I have been fully dressed and on this site.. however most everytime I have been on this site I am mentally here.. I am in the mental mood of my cross dressing self and that is most of the time the rest of the day.. not that cross dressing is on my mind all the time but I am more at peace as being my fem (more) self than anything else.. I don't think I am a regular guy (ass hat 90% reasonably good guy 10%) as most men are figured to be (my guess).. anyway that's my thought such as it is..
shannonsilk
04-20-2009, 10:53 AM
I'm very drab when I'm here. When I get dressed up, I'm ready to go out, not sit in front of my computer.
I came here for some answers about myself... but no one else seems to have any answers either. So I gave up on that -- as in, screw it, I'm me and that's that. I stick around for the cameraderie.
I think you did find the answer. The one and only answer. I may be exaggerating. screw it, I'm me and that's that.
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