Toni_Lynn
04-20-2009, 07:39 PM
...lest you think that I'm about to do my Eurovision/ Dana schtick (this reference will fall flat on most North Americans -- sorry) -- let me say that -- at least I could if I wanted to -- because I crossdress. And to further that line of thought -- I could even do my Diva - Dana International/ Eurovision bit if I wanted too.
And so what point am I making -- its this -- in talking about being a CDer and loving it -- one reason I love being a crossdresser is because it allows me to be anything! I can be a glam rocker (yep even a boy glam rocker!), a tomboy girl, a princess, or a hippie chick. I can be a nerdy girl computer geek if I want to. I can be one of the girls in ABBA. I can be a blushing bride if I want to! I can even look like I am on a girls soccer team or play women's hockey
As I see it, I can be anything and all these things -- and all of them are me -- things that I can't be a boy -- because I am crossdresser. Sure sometimes its pure fantasy -- I really can't relate to wanting to play soccer of hockey when I'm boy mode. but when I visualise myself as a girl, I am so there, playing rough and tumble. Crossdressing has been the door to freeing my inner self, giving flight to dreams, because the girl within gives me the courage to do so.
Maybe its this way because all these dreams were suppressed when I was a young boy/ In that suppression and depression, I fled to the arms of the one girl who understood me and loved me -- and she was me. And in those times of fantasy, she gave me strength and courage.
My wife says that when I crossdress I bloom and flower. She says she can see the radiance and happiness beaming from me.
Does your crossdressing cause you to beam?
Huggles
Toni-Lynn
BTW -- Eurovision 2009 -- Moscow -- I'll be tuned in!
And so what point am I making -- its this -- in talking about being a CDer and loving it -- one reason I love being a crossdresser is because it allows me to be anything! I can be a glam rocker (yep even a boy glam rocker!), a tomboy girl, a princess, or a hippie chick. I can be a nerdy girl computer geek if I want to. I can be one of the girls in ABBA. I can be a blushing bride if I want to! I can even look like I am on a girls soccer team or play women's hockey
As I see it, I can be anything and all these things -- and all of them are me -- things that I can't be a boy -- because I am crossdresser. Sure sometimes its pure fantasy -- I really can't relate to wanting to play soccer of hockey when I'm boy mode. but when I visualise myself as a girl, I am so there, playing rough and tumble. Crossdressing has been the door to freeing my inner self, giving flight to dreams, because the girl within gives me the courage to do so.
Maybe its this way because all these dreams were suppressed when I was a young boy/ In that suppression and depression, I fled to the arms of the one girl who understood me and loved me -- and she was me. And in those times of fantasy, she gave me strength and courage.
My wife says that when I crossdress I bloom and flower. She says she can see the radiance and happiness beaming from me.
Does your crossdressing cause you to beam?
Huggles
Toni-Lynn
BTW -- Eurovision 2009 -- Moscow -- I'll be tuned in!