Ms. Electra
04-21-2009, 09:43 PM
The first time I went out in public, I was 17. I had been dressing up at home, alone, and decided it was time. I decided to simply go for a walk near my house at night. I was wearing a short tennis skirt over cute panties, and a short white denim jacket open, revealing just my bra underneath. I didn't have a wig, so I wore a big hat and glasses.
At first, I was terrified, hiding behind trees when cars drove by. Then, I slowly got bolder. The cool breeze up my skirt was exhilerating. Exciting. I stopped hiding.
I realized that people were just living their lives, and driving by. They didn't care who I was, or how I was dressed. It was freeing, in a way, because I loved exploring being a woman. And just feeling normal.
Of course, I also loved the sexuality of it. Eventually, I pulled my skirt up higher, opened my jacket completely, and started swaying my hips. I was really getting into it. I felt like I was floating.
And then, when I saw headlights coming up behind me, I bent over to adjust the strap of my shoe.
Sure enough, the car came screeching to a halt. The guy in the car let out a whistle. I was terrified, and incredibly turned on at the same time. I was shaking, but I stood up.
The guy called out, "c'mere, baby!" I took a deep breath and walked towards the car. When I was within a few feet, he finally realized that I was a boy, said, "aw, man!" and drove off.
In retrospect, I know how risky this was, but the feeling of being desired in that way was so powerful... it was like a drug. It was a feeling that I would seek out again and again.
And still do.
At first, I was terrified, hiding behind trees when cars drove by. Then, I slowly got bolder. The cool breeze up my skirt was exhilerating. Exciting. I stopped hiding.
I realized that people were just living their lives, and driving by. They didn't care who I was, or how I was dressed. It was freeing, in a way, because I loved exploring being a woman. And just feeling normal.
Of course, I also loved the sexuality of it. Eventually, I pulled my skirt up higher, opened my jacket completely, and started swaying my hips. I was really getting into it. I felt like I was floating.
And then, when I saw headlights coming up behind me, I bent over to adjust the strap of my shoe.
Sure enough, the car came screeching to a halt. The guy in the car let out a whistle. I was terrified, and incredibly turned on at the same time. I was shaking, but I stood up.
The guy called out, "c'mere, baby!" I took a deep breath and walked towards the car. When I was within a few feet, he finally realized that I was a boy, said, "aw, man!" and drove off.
In retrospect, I know how risky this was, but the feeling of being desired in that way was so powerful... it was like a drug. It was a feeling that I would seek out again and again.
And still do.