renuka4u
04-24-2009, 08:43 PM
Hi all..
I hope everyone has had a fine week. I joined this forum recently and my need to share my experiences of cross dressing is overwhelming already.
I am student at college here in Montana. I have been cross dressing for say...1o years, I am 25ish now. So, I live with my two male roommates on campus. I have dressed before 2 times and ventured out(when my roommates were not in town) but recently my urge to dress has shot so high that it would shoot the
mercury off the thermometer if measured.
So, this week. I decided i had to do it. My roomates and I, take the same courses at school, and a specific class is on Tue and Thurs 11AM to 12:15 PM. I
decided to ditch the class as I knew it was going to be fellow students' presentations.
So getting to the point, I got up by 9 Am had light breakfast of bread and jam. Took a nice warm bath, shaved and was ready to start dressing by 10:30, thats
when they leave the house for class.
I bolted the front door, filled balloons with warm water, put on a bra, inserted balloons and up went the padded panty. Order of makeup was concealer,
powder, eye shadow, mascara, lipstick. Then goes my black shoulder length wig and I slap on some of the body spray (lilac) scent.
I wore skin tight jeans, girly pink T shirt, a girls hoodie ( though I didn't use the head cover) and a pair of sneakers. I filled my backpack with a mens
half pants and T shirt ( just in case, so that I can change back at a unisex restroom). I wore my male hoodie on all of this, so that no one recognizes me
unless I am quite a distance away form the apartments.
By the way, I have done some observing here on women on how their hips flare out when they wear jeans.. I honestly achieved 95 % of that figure, by padding..
i used the air filled packaging material that I got and used it around my hips..and wore it on top of the padded panty. It is not the one with small air bags that can be popped by pressing. This is big plastic cover 4" x 7 " filled with air. I used 6 of those. ( around the hips as it is not padded and wore a second panty on top of that.) The material kind of bends itself according to the periphery of the body. And when skin tight jeans is worn ..voila you have that flared hips.
Now, after I walked a couple of distance.. I remove the male hoodie and stuffed in my backpack and walked like a woman. (I practiced walking like a woman in
male mode; but its hard cause the geometrics of the body is not right; there are no mass in the chest are or the buttocks to make you walk like that) Anyways,
I can walk like woman, when dressed as one with the loose swinging of th left arm and keeping the legs together with small strides, shoulders up etc.
On Tuesday: I walked over to the University hall ( 1 mile) and entered the ground floor, paused to browse course pamphlets, walked around all storeys of the
building and entered the ladies restroom. There was no one in there.. So i went inside a stall and sat down for a couple of minutes( and thats when it hit
me; do women keep their backpacks on the floor in the stalls or do they leave it outside on racks inside the restroom).. anyways I didn't care.. I left it on
the floor beside me.Then after 1 min I was about to leave.. thats when someone entered the room and used teh stall beside mine. I left the stall and walked out ..to the mirror and was adjusting my hair when the lady came out ..washed her hands and left ( believe me: being in a ladies room with a lady; I felt like I had no blood but only estrogen).
I walked coolly outside and left for home.
On Thursday: I did all of the above again, but this time I wanted to try out a different building. so I went to a different hall. When I was about to enter the hall, a guy exited the building but held the door open for me( that was new) I smiled and I walked around, stopped by notice boards and used the womens room with 2 other women and walked home.
I understood one thing; with the right dress, makeup, hairstyle and confidence..anyone can bring the women within. The key is to blend in oot over do it.
that being said.. I spent Thursday night at school typing over a report which by the way I would not have had to do if I would have worked on it that
morning..but thats life.
Now, I want to do it again next week, but its soon going to be finals week and I cannot afford to miss any classes.
Now, I feel like I have had a talk with my sisters now.. after sharing.. please do let me know .. if you have any similar recent experiences.
By the way, the one major masculine trait I have is eyebrows. I tried.. shaving only a bit ( not even feminine just the edges) ..but my "Ma" found out when I
spoke to her over the internet (cam) .. I convinced her that it was for a stage play on campus( her reply was: it doesnt look good; you have nice think
eyebrows; keep it; don't do it again). Since then I have tried theatrical makeup wax and all; but it does not seem to work for me.
Now 2 questions:
1) How do I hide my eyebrows? I tried theatrical makeup wax, does not work.
2) I do not use foundation(liquid) as it kind of gives out flakes afterwards. I used moisturizer before applying it.. but still flakes. What do I do?
Love. :)
I hope everyone has had a fine week. I joined this forum recently and my need to share my experiences of cross dressing is overwhelming already.
I am student at college here in Montana. I have been cross dressing for say...1o years, I am 25ish now. So, I live with my two male roommates on campus. I have dressed before 2 times and ventured out(when my roommates were not in town) but recently my urge to dress has shot so high that it would shoot the
mercury off the thermometer if measured.
So, this week. I decided i had to do it. My roomates and I, take the same courses at school, and a specific class is on Tue and Thurs 11AM to 12:15 PM. I
decided to ditch the class as I knew it was going to be fellow students' presentations.
So getting to the point, I got up by 9 Am had light breakfast of bread and jam. Took a nice warm bath, shaved and was ready to start dressing by 10:30, thats
when they leave the house for class.
I bolted the front door, filled balloons with warm water, put on a bra, inserted balloons and up went the padded panty. Order of makeup was concealer,
powder, eye shadow, mascara, lipstick. Then goes my black shoulder length wig and I slap on some of the body spray (lilac) scent.
I wore skin tight jeans, girly pink T shirt, a girls hoodie ( though I didn't use the head cover) and a pair of sneakers. I filled my backpack with a mens
half pants and T shirt ( just in case, so that I can change back at a unisex restroom). I wore my male hoodie on all of this, so that no one recognizes me
unless I am quite a distance away form the apartments.
By the way, I have done some observing here on women on how their hips flare out when they wear jeans.. I honestly achieved 95 % of that figure, by padding..
i used the air filled packaging material that I got and used it around my hips..and wore it on top of the padded panty. It is not the one with small air bags that can be popped by pressing. This is big plastic cover 4" x 7 " filled with air. I used 6 of those. ( around the hips as it is not padded and wore a second panty on top of that.) The material kind of bends itself according to the periphery of the body. And when skin tight jeans is worn ..voila you have that flared hips.
Now, after I walked a couple of distance.. I remove the male hoodie and stuffed in my backpack and walked like a woman. (I practiced walking like a woman in
male mode; but its hard cause the geometrics of the body is not right; there are no mass in the chest are or the buttocks to make you walk like that) Anyways,
I can walk like woman, when dressed as one with the loose swinging of th left arm and keeping the legs together with small strides, shoulders up etc.
On Tuesday: I walked over to the University hall ( 1 mile) and entered the ground floor, paused to browse course pamphlets, walked around all storeys of the
building and entered the ladies restroom. There was no one in there.. So i went inside a stall and sat down for a couple of minutes( and thats when it hit
me; do women keep their backpacks on the floor in the stalls or do they leave it outside on racks inside the restroom).. anyways I didn't care.. I left it on
the floor beside me.Then after 1 min I was about to leave.. thats when someone entered the room and used teh stall beside mine. I left the stall and walked out ..to the mirror and was adjusting my hair when the lady came out ..washed her hands and left ( believe me: being in a ladies room with a lady; I felt like I had no blood but only estrogen).
I walked coolly outside and left for home.
On Thursday: I did all of the above again, but this time I wanted to try out a different building. so I went to a different hall. When I was about to enter the hall, a guy exited the building but held the door open for me( that was new) I smiled and I walked around, stopped by notice boards and used the womens room with 2 other women and walked home.
I understood one thing; with the right dress, makeup, hairstyle and confidence..anyone can bring the women within. The key is to blend in oot over do it.
that being said.. I spent Thursday night at school typing over a report which by the way I would not have had to do if I would have worked on it that
morning..but thats life.
Now, I want to do it again next week, but its soon going to be finals week and I cannot afford to miss any classes.
Now, I feel like I have had a talk with my sisters now.. after sharing.. please do let me know .. if you have any similar recent experiences.
By the way, the one major masculine trait I have is eyebrows. I tried.. shaving only a bit ( not even feminine just the edges) ..but my "Ma" found out when I
spoke to her over the internet (cam) .. I convinced her that it was for a stage play on campus( her reply was: it doesnt look good; you have nice think
eyebrows; keep it; don't do it again). Since then I have tried theatrical makeup wax and all; but it does not seem to work for me.
Now 2 questions:
1) How do I hide my eyebrows? I tried theatrical makeup wax, does not work.
2) I do not use foundation(liquid) as it kind of gives out flakes afterwards. I used moisturizer before applying it.. but still flakes. What do I do?
Love. :)