Nyx
07-06-2005, 06:20 PM
Allright, I know many of you are going to call me irresponsible and all. I just couldn't resist the need to try it. I wanted to know if it would make me feel different. I decided I would try hormones for a month. I knew I wouldn't get any noticeable breast growth or anything like that in such a short time, but it felt like a safe bet: I knew hormones wouldn't kill me or render me sterile in a month's time either.
I decided to order some estrogen cream online. Its not prescription medication, and so its not illegal. I also knew that I could make it pass for regular skin cream, which would be less alarming for my mom than if she found blue pills under my pillow. A friend of mine said it actually worked, that it was possible to make hormones fat soluble, and therefore absorbed by the skin. I didn't want to spend $160 for a tiny amount, however, so I went for an estriol-progesterone cream that was conceived mainly for women with a hormonal deficiency, thinking that if it works for them, it could work for me as well.
I started applying the cream over a week ago. So far, I believe I have encountered some effects. My skin is definitely softer, and feels very nice to the touch. My nipples are very "tender", almost like liquid. I also seem to have a broader emotion range. Today I felt at some moments like I was extremely happy, like I haven't been in a long time. I also felt very angry and sad for a minor dispute with someone over the net a little bit earlier. I also seem to have some waves of intense sexual excitation at some points. It seems to have taken my libido up by a factor of 2 or 3.
As for applying the cream itself. The cream has no fragrance, which I am happy about (I wouldn't want it to smell like cheap perfume). It is a good skin cream overall. It comes in 3 oz bottles that cost $18 each. When I apply it, however, for some reason, I get an intense-sweating reaction. I start to sweat intensely for 30 minutes, for no other reason than the cream itself, it seems, but that makes it easier to apply the cream.
In other news, I have now bought about $1400 in crossdressing material of all sorts. I have everything. Tons of clothes, some makeup, padded panties, shoes, breast forms... My kit is complete :)
Go ahead, you may now call me an irresponsible individual :P
Oh, I forgot: kids, don't try this at home ;)
I decided to order some estrogen cream online. Its not prescription medication, and so its not illegal. I also knew that I could make it pass for regular skin cream, which would be less alarming for my mom than if she found blue pills under my pillow. A friend of mine said it actually worked, that it was possible to make hormones fat soluble, and therefore absorbed by the skin. I didn't want to spend $160 for a tiny amount, however, so I went for an estriol-progesterone cream that was conceived mainly for women with a hormonal deficiency, thinking that if it works for them, it could work for me as well.
I started applying the cream over a week ago. So far, I believe I have encountered some effects. My skin is definitely softer, and feels very nice to the touch. My nipples are very "tender", almost like liquid. I also seem to have a broader emotion range. Today I felt at some moments like I was extremely happy, like I haven't been in a long time. I also felt very angry and sad for a minor dispute with someone over the net a little bit earlier. I also seem to have some waves of intense sexual excitation at some points. It seems to have taken my libido up by a factor of 2 or 3.
As for applying the cream itself. The cream has no fragrance, which I am happy about (I wouldn't want it to smell like cheap perfume). It is a good skin cream overall. It comes in 3 oz bottles that cost $18 each. When I apply it, however, for some reason, I get an intense-sweating reaction. I start to sweat intensely for 30 minutes, for no other reason than the cream itself, it seems, but that makes it easier to apply the cream.
In other news, I have now bought about $1400 in crossdressing material of all sorts. I have everything. Tons of clothes, some makeup, padded panties, shoes, breast forms... My kit is complete :)
Go ahead, you may now call me an irresponsible individual :P
Oh, I forgot: kids, don't try this at home ;)