StephanieH
06-16-2009, 03:55 PM
Just wanted to vent, sorry. Had a real bummer of a weekend and something of a reality check I suppose. We're working on selling our house, and I decided to unclutter my closet to make it look bigger. So, I packed up almost all of my girl clothes, most of which I noted have never been worn, put away the shoes, and packed it all up in a huge plastic tub and stuck it all in the attic - presumably I'll get it back out someday.
It was sobering for me because it made me realize just how long it's been since I fully dressed or put on makeup and such. It's been probably over a year since I did the whole gig, simply because there hasn't been the opportunity (married, kids, activities, etc.) Most of the clothes I bought on clearance racks and stuff, and most of them still had the tags on them. I've never been out in public, although I think I could pass and I'm close enough to New Orleans that it wouldn't matter if I didn't anyway! :heehee:
Wifey has always been supportive of my little peculiarity, but she's not getting that this is something I'd like to do a whole lot more often. I still underdress regularly and have way more panties than I'll ever need (still buying them too - I'm addicted), but as far as putting on the heels, wearing a nice dress, or a cool business suit with big ear rings, etc., all those days are seemingly gone for the foreseeable future and that's seriously bringing me down. Plus, I just had my 45th birthday last week, so that's not helping matters either - I ain't getting any younger!
Sorry to vent, just wanted to see if anyone else has ever put things away for a while and then been able to pick them back up later. Thanks to all, take care and God bless! :sad:
It was sobering for me because it made me realize just how long it's been since I fully dressed or put on makeup and such. It's been probably over a year since I did the whole gig, simply because there hasn't been the opportunity (married, kids, activities, etc.) Most of the clothes I bought on clearance racks and stuff, and most of them still had the tags on them. I've never been out in public, although I think I could pass and I'm close enough to New Orleans that it wouldn't matter if I didn't anyway! :heehee:
Wifey has always been supportive of my little peculiarity, but she's not getting that this is something I'd like to do a whole lot more often. I still underdress regularly and have way more panties than I'll ever need (still buying them too - I'm addicted), but as far as putting on the heels, wearing a nice dress, or a cool business suit with big ear rings, etc., all those days are seemingly gone for the foreseeable future and that's seriously bringing me down. Plus, I just had my 45th birthday last week, so that's not helping matters either - I ain't getting any younger!
Sorry to vent, just wanted to see if anyone else has ever put things away for a while and then been able to pick them back up later. Thanks to all, take care and God bless! :sad: