Teri Jean
06-23-2009, 06:37 AM
The other day I made a decission to step back or tone down my time dressing to get things done around the house but last night proved it was going to be more difficult than I thought. At 3am this morning I was wide awake dressing in a comfotable bra and skirt and taking a walk outside in the yard/neigborhood.:eek: Yes I put on a blouse.:o As I tried to figure what spured this action I remembered my early adolescence and my dressing in panties and a pink dress that my mother had but never wore.:daydreaming::daydreaming:
This sudden memory was startling in that I had put this further away than I thought. Am I upset with this, other than an hour of needed sleep, nolt really. I smiled about this and realized that my earlier years had a larger affect on my desire to CD even thought the term was foreign to me.
After finding this site and all of you wonderful ladies I started to realize that I wasn't alone and my desire to dress in women's clothing can be as normal for us as the baseball player putting on their uniform before a game. I could ask if this is normal for many of us and I could asked if this is deeper issues surfacing and I need help. But what I would like to know is much harder to determine, and that would be where am I going from here?:drink:
As I am writing this I know I have thirty minutes to redress for work and off comes the makeup and wig. What a mess, that is a good thing, and so much to think about while I'm surrounded by women who take their femininity for granted. Some days I want to scream and run home to my skirts.
O well thank you all for being good listeners and such sweethearts:love:.
Huggs Keli
This sudden memory was startling in that I had put this further away than I thought. Am I upset with this, other than an hour of needed sleep, nolt really. I smiled about this and realized that my earlier years had a larger affect on my desire to CD even thought the term was foreign to me.
After finding this site and all of you wonderful ladies I started to realize that I wasn't alone and my desire to dress in women's clothing can be as normal for us as the baseball player putting on their uniform before a game. I could ask if this is normal for many of us and I could asked if this is deeper issues surfacing and I need help. But what I would like to know is much harder to determine, and that would be where am I going from here?:drink:
As I am writing this I know I have thirty minutes to redress for work and off comes the makeup and wig. What a mess, that is a good thing, and so much to think about while I'm surrounded by women who take their femininity for granted. Some days I want to scream and run home to my skirts.
O well thank you all for being good listeners and such sweethearts:love:.
Huggs Keli