transition as a stand still

[Kristopher]

Right now my transition is at a stand still and I find it hard to get up each morning as I am working 2 jobs, and some 60 hours a week, to get up the funds. Plus I am trying to get money together and time off to start testosterone. This being said, my girlfriend has also recently cheated on me with one of my exes, just a kiss but still and we are on break. It hurts so bad because I love her so much and even though I have been an asshole sometimes I have never tried to hurt her. Right now I feel like my heart is going to shatter and just want to be held. Not fun emotions for a guy like me.
Just has to get it off my chest and for 10hours of work.

[Thornton]

:hugs::hugs:

[Felix]

I feel for you Hun :hugs::hugs: being cheated on by the one you love is the worse feeling, been there and had it done to me on a grand scale :( I can really appreciate what you are going through and how you feel coz its like ya whole world is falling down around you and ya don't know what to do most probably but please correct me if I'm wrong. It may be good that you are having a break as it may give her time to realize what she could be potentially loosing. They say abscence makes the heart grow fonder and I know this doesn't always apply but ya never know fingers crossed!

As for your working hours wow that is like way way to much and be careful you don't burn ya self out before ya get ya 'T' I know when I started 'T' six months ago it completely wacked me out especially working full time like ya self. It is only now I'm at the six month stage my energy is coming back some what.

Anyway Hun you take cares and let us know how its going and if ya ever wanna chat ya can pm me here feel free xx Felix :hugs::hugs:

[SirTrey]

Hope things get better for you, man.....Keep us posted......:hugs:

[Sheila]

Sorry things are tough for you right now hun, I hope you so get a break ......... sending you :hugs:

[Ze]

Cheating really sucks, dude, I agree. Regardless of whether or not you decide to get back together with her, I hope your recovery for yourself is as painless as possible. That's what matters.

Your work hours are probably exhausting you, but hopefully the reminder of what you're working toward will help you continue to trudge through. It's going to be for better days and better times.