Stephanie Miller
09-14-2009, 09:11 PM
I’ve taken quite a while thinking about this post, because it goes against all that I have been preaching. Tolerance and acceptance. You see, I have been a leader of the local Tri-Ess chapter so I took calls from all types of people on being CD. Most of the calls had to do with the CD’s and their spouses. Well… one such call lead to a friendship between a struggling pair (who we will call Joe and Mary – not their real names) and me and my wife. It has been a little over two years now.
Almost everyone in the club, or of CD/TG etc. acquaintance, have acted with a bit of distance when they are in girl mode because of the mutual respect we have with letting others in our life (to include families or professional) know about our “second selves”. Here in lies the rub. This couple has also become involved in my personal life, as friends, and has been invited to family functions as well. I even employed Joe for a time being. No problem so far.
Now comes along Joe’s realization that he/she is a transsexual and needs to transition. This is happening overnight. So here I have a friend that if she shows up around friends and family will cause my wife and kids heartache because they feel it will bring about the focus of attention on me also. People will put two and two together. Shaved arms, shaved legs, long hair, TG friends etc. etc. And they will feel humiliated. I do not want to cause any more heartache to them than my CD’ing already has. Yet I feel as though personally it is not right to walk out of this person’s life outright, because of a very tough and challenging life choice that she is making. I know she has been making new TG friends, and she has told other friends and her family about this who has taken it in a positive fashion. So it’s not like I’m leaving her alone. But at the same time it is so out of character for me to walk out of someone’s life without a damn good reason.
Like I said, I have thought long and hard about this and I think I have a resolution. But I’m still looking for other points of view.
Almost everyone in the club, or of CD/TG etc. acquaintance, have acted with a bit of distance when they are in girl mode because of the mutual respect we have with letting others in our life (to include families or professional) know about our “second selves”. Here in lies the rub. This couple has also become involved in my personal life, as friends, and has been invited to family functions as well. I even employed Joe for a time being. No problem so far.
Now comes along Joe’s realization that he/she is a transsexual and needs to transition. This is happening overnight. So here I have a friend that if she shows up around friends and family will cause my wife and kids heartache because they feel it will bring about the focus of attention on me also. People will put two and two together. Shaved arms, shaved legs, long hair, TG friends etc. etc. And they will feel humiliated. I do not want to cause any more heartache to them than my CD’ing already has. Yet I feel as though personally it is not right to walk out of this person’s life outright, because of a very tough and challenging life choice that she is making. I know she has been making new TG friends, and she has told other friends and her family about this who has taken it in a positive fashion. So it’s not like I’m leaving her alone. But at the same time it is so out of character for me to walk out of someone’s life without a damn good reason.
Like I said, I have thought long and hard about this and I think I have a resolution. But I’m still looking for other points of view.