cinderella story

[chloe cute]

:sad:i am so sad... today i have to go back to my real life...
for 5 months i had an internship in out of state.. i was like cinderella.. i can do what i wanna do... i did outing once... i could sleep in dress... i wish i could cd all the time, but since i rent a room not an apartment i have to hide my self.. i could shape my eyebrow.. (i love my eyebrow..) shave my feet..
but now im back to real life.. i have to live with my parents for 6 month till the next internship.. well... today i met my friend and they were puzzled to see my eyebrow... giggle.. silly me.. i forgot to let them grow.. (well i like my eyebrow shape)...
i haven't met my girl friend yet.. i dont know what she is going to think about me..
FYI.. before i'm going for the internship 5 months ago.. i was outed.. my parents found my dress... well.. it was the most embarrassing moment of my life.. my girl friend understood and made me promise not to do that anymore...
i dont wanna go back to the real life....
i am planning when im back for my internship i will rent one bedroom apartment and try some outing...
idk.. i think i am desperate...

[Diane Douglas]

Chloe, I am happy that you were able to get away for several months and have some fun. I really think you need to have a talk with the girlfriend about your dressing though. You like dressing too much and the two of you need to resolve this. If the relationship continues without the two of you coming to terms with this issue, you will be living a lie as you hide from her and her thoughts about crossdressing won't change with time.

[Rebecca Jayne]

It sounds like you have accepted yourself for who you are.
And you are very happy about this.
That is a good thing.

As far as the rest of your world,
they may be slower in accepting you
but if they love you they will want you happy

Take small steps, slowly, cautiously
give them a chance to accept you
To see this beautiful side of you

Small steps will build your self esteem greatly.

Love RJ

[Miranda09]

Take your time Cloe, after all, you've got your whole life ahead of you. Enjoy those moments when you can, they'll become that much more special. :)

[sherri52]

Even Cinderella found her way back to happiness. Your time will come

[PetiteDuality]

Chloe,

Your eyebrows will make evident to your girlfriend that you did not keep your promise. You have to take a decision regarding communication.