Chloe Renee
10-13-2009, 12:06 PM
I have been on this forum a long time, I lurked for a few years before joining, during that time I have seen people come and go. Relationships with SO's be built and destroyed, the closeted opening up. The extreme closeted become bitter at those who are "out." I have learned a lot about myself and others. When I stumbled across this site I would spend whole nights reading thread and was so overjoyed that I was not >alone , a freak, a pervert etc... Part of me still felt like I was lying to myself.
During this time I too changed, the name change last night cemented that. Jasmin was towing a lot of pain around with her. Her creation was from shamed, suicidal crossdresser that tried to keep two separate worlds. Victoria, is created from the positive energy that this forum and friends who know about her have given to her. I hope to become more involved in this forum from here on in.
My SO has changed. She became more accepting and I have controlled the fog, which also ruined my relationship when I came out to her. She enjoys the yin/yang of my being, while finding her own dual spirit. She is amazing and my world. And I think it is time to have her come on board, it think it might help with any questions she has. I still shut down when she tries to talk to me about my CDing. Not as much as before, yet too much.
While I am gushing I would like to thank the Admin and mods for providing such a great environment for people to gather> I know you folks don't hear it enough.Thank You
How has the forum affected you over time?
Thanks for reading,
Vicky Fields
During this time I too changed, the name change last night cemented that. Jasmin was towing a lot of pain around with her. Her creation was from shamed, suicidal crossdresser that tried to keep two separate worlds. Victoria, is created from the positive energy that this forum and friends who know about her have given to her. I hope to become more involved in this forum from here on in.
My SO has changed. She became more accepting and I have controlled the fog, which also ruined my relationship when I came out to her. She enjoys the yin/yang of my being, while finding her own dual spirit. She is amazing and my world. And I think it is time to have her come on board, it think it might help with any questions she has. I still shut down when she tries to talk to me about my CDing. Not as much as before, yet too much.
While I am gushing I would like to thank the Admin and mods for providing such a great environment for people to gather> I know you folks don't hear it enough.Thank You
How has the forum affected you over time?
Thanks for reading,
Vicky Fields