I did it!

[simplykaelyn]

Well I finally did it.
I walked the 100 yards to the mailbox with my thigh highs and heels on.
Dressed in sweatpants and sweatshirt, but the click-clack of my heels was a turn -on especially knowing any one of my neighbors could be out and see me.

I could barely get the key in the box and was shaking terribly.
After I got home without being seen (as far as I know), I gained a little more confidence to do it again.
I so desperatley want to just be who I am, but have too much to risk.

I'm thinking about doing it again tonight, but have reservations.

Living two lives sucks, as does denying my true self.

[StaceyJane]

That's Great!!!

I remember my trip to the mailbox all dressed up. I was so nervous but it was so worth it.

[Veronica75]

That first step is always the hardest-- harder still if your heels are over 4" high!

Seriously, congratulations!

[docrobbysherry]

Yes, U DID, Kaelyn!:D
Way to go, girl!:thumbsup:

[mykhelee]

Good for you on testing the waters.

I like to dress full and cover with sweats, that way the neighbors have no clue, drive a bit and strip off the sweats, slide on the pumps, and spend the day shopping.

[MaryAnn40c]

nice going...feels great doesn't it

[Monica93304]

Living two lives definately sucks. I think it's part of what has my blood pressure up.

[lavistaa62]

It sucks on one level but on the other- wow- what a rush. Short of parachuting out of an airplane or getting a car accident I'm not sure what else gives such a surge of adrenaline. It's much healthier and safer than any alternative for sure. Hopefully we'll all live to see the day when this wouldn't raise an eyebrow.