helenr
11-13-2009, 10:59 PM
Like a number of individuals who post on this section of Crossdressers, I have been pursuing a hormonal regimen of what I will call 'demasculinization'. Why? maybe I am nuts. But seriously, it is a rejection of being male-dressing no longer is a means to sexual relief, which is fine and I don't condemn-that just is history. I have found that, not surprising, along with some small A cup breasts, my libido is far lower, and most recently had the 'shock' that I can't even achieve my new favored 'girlgasm'--essentially a non or minimally ejaculating thrill or semi orgasm. There was a profound restful state after one of these and while I was acting out of male horniness-just a planned arousal---that seems to not work currently. Maybe the soy shakes are what pushed this lost of mojo over the edge, which is fine with me. I know at 62 this is a not uncommon change of sexual energy--see all the ads for Viagra, Cialis,etc-so there are many normal males who have 'ed' as it is tactfully called.
What my point is-and worth pointing out to those 'wanting boobs' etc as I read posts-be prepared for consequences. You will likely lose libido and that may kill much of the fun. At least one can learn how most women feel-even if the male is hot to trot, often they are not at all 'in the mood' and I am starting to feel like that.
What my point is-and worth pointing out to those 'wanting boobs' etc as I read posts-be prepared for consequences. You will likely lose libido and that may kill much of the fun. At least one can learn how most women feel-even if the male is hot to trot, often they are not at all 'in the mood' and I am starting to feel like that.