Well I did It went outside

[BonnieJG]

HELLO Girls

Well I did it I went outside, around the house and down the street last night ( it's a start). well I got all dress up tonight and went outside for the first time all dress up did my hair and nails, put on exta make-up and my black dress ,nilons (see photo)
I did not see any one on the street so it was ok to try it so I did it open the door sat there for a min, well this it's all that bad well look around there is now on around so i walked out some more to the road way then down the street. It was great fun I woud like to do it more, I don 't think i would do it during the day. see i still look to much like a man see i 'm 240 a little big but thats ok i"m happy Can any one help me on that meed advice on that !

I would like to start on looking MORE like a girl but see I'm still NEW to this and i'm still looking how i can do it ? can you girl help me? :confused:
My wife won't let me shave all my body only my chest, so what can I do NOW she let me dress up at night and during the day we the kid are out
so GRILS WHAT IS THE NEXT STEP ?

I have a real proplem when I go shopping what to buy in clothes becoue of my wight dose any one elce have this problin ? I try to find clothes that is XXL so I can hide it WHt do I Buy that LOOKS good ?

Well I have to go camping on Sunday with the wife for 1 week , I'm going to see if she is going to let me get dress-up and go around the camp site at night


well here anothe photo of me this is the FIRST Face shot

[Deanna2]

Good for you Bonnie. I know it gives you a great feeling.

[Olivia]

Way to go Bonnie! That's a great start girl. You can work around your size; ya know there are lot's of larger GGs out there too. Sounds like you're on the right track though. I've got a couple tops and a new pair of jeans that are motivating me to lose weight right now-I gotta lose some to wear 'em, lol. But that's just another benefit to being a cd I guess. Motivation driven by wardrobe choices!! Olivia

[ronna]

What a thrill, Bonnie!
And then there's always the thrill of getting caught, too...
worth the risk just for the excitement, isn't it?

[Holly]

Good for you, Bonnie! Before you know it, you'll be out on the dance floor having a ball! Girls are always fighting their weight, it seems. Start working on a proper diet and get more exercise. In the mean time, however, some foundation garmets can have a positive influence on your image, both precieved by others and self. It's just amazing what a good corset can do. Try it!

[Mx Justina]

Its always touching for me reading about a closeted CD making flegdeling attempts to break the closet grip. Takes a great deal of emotional fortitude to achieve even limited baby steps.

I absolutely applaud your efforts at greater freedom...but please be cautious making those baby steps away from the closet. For you, your immediate neighborhood can be full of hidden risks (more so than public areas far away from home)...

Example; if you are confronted by some obnoxious predatory local child, potentially a contribed complaint by the uninvited little monster could quickly escalate into a child-molester trumped-up charge against you... Horrible way to end your righteous effort at greater human expression... Don't mean to hold you back...just walk aware.

And by all means, lighten up (your family may see that as reason to encourage you "strange habit").

J,

[Laurie Ann]

Good for you, the rush of being out dressed is great. The important thing is not your outward appearance but what you feel like on the inside.

[JoannaDees]

Congratulations on taking the first scary yet thrilling walk outside.

[emmicd]

It's nice to dress and express yourself. For most of us inside and alone where no one can see us is the most common experience. However for some that is not satisfying so trying to venture out seems important. Sounds like you are making it possible.

Good for you!

Always be respectful of your wife and hopefully she can willingly participate some day.

Emmi

[Julie]

Congratulations Bonnie on this big and difficult step.

Julie

[BonnieJG]

Thanks for all the kind words :)

[Elinor]

Well done Bonnie girl one small step for man on giant leap for your femininity.
Its well worth the risk [but do be careful]Mx Justina is right take heed.

Oh the joy of walking out in the street wearing a dress or skirt WOW!

Congratulations on your progress in being a Janegirl.

[Wendy me]

Well done Bonnie outside is a huge step no matter day or night ...you rock girlfreind............

[RachelDenise]

Way to go!!! Nice pics!

[cosmolovesph]

Congrats Bonnie!!

Not to hi-jack your thread but i made a large leap today...
So this morning i wake up and think... "Ya know our local Wal-Mart is now open 24 hr and it's 545am, wonder if I got dresses could I make it into WM, buy some new pantyhose and maybe look at a new skirt/dress?"

Well, on went the following:
Satin panties, Suntan PH,, slingback 3" heels, make up, perfume, tan/black skirt with black blouse, wig, necklace and ear rings, purse.

Well this is a perfect time if you don't want to see many people (other than more employees than i expected) so i gathered my courage and off i went, the car is no biggie at all. Stop at WM, get out and say to myself, now you have to do this!
Off I went, clicking of my heels across the parking lot... what a sound/feeling.
Met by greeter at door, oops forgot about them, but hey no biggie again, just turned and smiled.
Clicking thru the store past a couple employees to the Pantyhose ailse, thnking "wait, no need to rush, i "am" a woman and it's "normal" for us to look/browse pantyhose. So some of the normal pantyhose shopping was reduced, but was compensated for by being fully dressed. Looked at several styles and grabbed a kind i have not tried before (thinking I have extra time to look today).
Swung thru the clothing, almost got a summer/sun dress, but i prefer buttons up the front of the dress, so i passed.
Off to the self check out, older employee "had to stock items" close to my transaction. Out the door, again the door greeter now says "Goodbye" as i turn and smile and walk out.

WHAT A RUSH, off to the gas station and that was fun to "clean" my windshield and bend over some to move my skirt.....

I am glad i did it, i have been out a little before, more of halloween or parks, gas stations in the evening, etc.. but this was great and look forward to my next outing. Can't wait to share with the wife when she wakes up :love:

[BonnieJG]

will I went shopping and got two nice tops, dress and a reall nice pink sweter after i got home i had to try it all on that was fun , after super I got my make-up on and put on one of the dress i got and I had dinner the around 10:00 pm I went outside again this time a little farther for the home, It was hot out 85 and ther was l little wind that was blowing nice night for a walk the wing was bowing right up my skirt ( it felt great) I" M FREE feeling )
I got a t-shut gray and a girls short and I put therm on with a black bra and I had to go to the bank that was grat did not get fully dress did not put on my hair




The only this is MY BE Sum ONE CAN HELP ME on this :
1) my voice is a man - how do you talk and get it up like a girls ?
2) my face I think it's still like a man face and some one will now me ?
3) And also I have beard on my neck I shave rell goog but I can still se it I put on make-up but I can still see it there How do I hid it ?




Bonnie

[Tristen Cox]

The only this is MY BE Sum ONE CAN HELP ME on this :
1) my voice is a man - how do you talk and get it up like a girls ?
2) my face I think it's still like a man face and some one will now me ?
3) And also I have beard on my neck I shave rell goog but I can still se it I put on make-up but I can still see it there How do I hid it ?
Bonnie
1. Stop talking from your chest and use only the air up in the top to produce sound. Allowing only the upper notes to come out

2. That's in your mind, something with the right confidence you can overcome.

3. Get your self into the Beauty Club up above this section, you'll find all your answers in there and you can ask more as well:)