Sherry-Stephanie
12-20-2009, 05:52 PM
I can't believe that it's only been less than two years since I started dressing...and where I am today...
I've stepped into the "waters" from that first time when I put on a wig and my wife did my make up to now going out, doing my own make up and how many people I've met and talked with about my dressing...some friends know and are OK with it...I've met fellow CDers both here on this forum as well as others out at various locations...
I know I'll never be passable nor do I have a desire to become fully female, rather I enjoy crossing over back and forth between being my male self and Stephanie...There are times after I'm all made up and I look into the mirror and looking back to me is a woman...
I get slightly irked when someone gives me a disapporving look or I know their talking about me...but all of that fades away when I meet someone who's accepting and encourages what I am...
I look forward to the next week outings, the months to come and the next few years to see where I am each step of the way...simply because while I am progressing forward I am finding new experiences new people and new places that expand my total growth as a woman....
I simply hope each and everyone of you are experiencing these joys of dressing as well and we all collectively grow our female idenity....
Best to all....
I've stepped into the "waters" from that first time when I put on a wig and my wife did my make up to now going out, doing my own make up and how many people I've met and talked with about my dressing...some friends know and are OK with it...I've met fellow CDers both here on this forum as well as others out at various locations...
I know I'll never be passable nor do I have a desire to become fully female, rather I enjoy crossing over back and forth between being my male self and Stephanie...There are times after I'm all made up and I look into the mirror and looking back to me is a woman...
I get slightly irked when someone gives me a disapporving look or I know their talking about me...but all of that fades away when I meet someone who's accepting and encourages what I am...
I look forward to the next week outings, the months to come and the next few years to see where I am each step of the way...simply because while I am progressing forward I am finding new experiences new people and new places that expand my total growth as a woman....
I simply hope each and everyone of you are experiencing these joys of dressing as well and we all collectively grow our female idenity....
Best to all....