Koka
01-16-2010, 08:37 PM
Hello All,:)
I am home alone and I decided to bore you with my weekly report about my usual Friday outings. This time the weather contributed; we reached about 40 degrees and I had a chance to travel to the city. This time I visited the Barnes & Noble store located at 45th and 5th. I was happy walking along 5th avenue showing my new outfit. I felt super girly as I was also wearing a super sensual perfume that my SO got me for my outings. It was a great day, not long as my previous outings but I had a nice experience.
As usual, I woke up early, shaved all over, applied my Victoria’s Secret body lotion and started my routine. As always, I immersed myself in my feminine side and I became a total girl.:battingeyelashes::battingeyelashes::battinge yelashes: It’s kind of a subtle feeling that slowly begins to expand until it covers all of my mind and body. It is just amazing. As I have mentioned earlier, it is about attitude and state of mind. It works for me.:heehee:
Once I was ready, I left the house around 10:30 am, got in my car and headed to the subway station. As I arrived to the station, I looked for a close spot where I parked and touched up my makeup, set my ipod, grabbed my laptop’s case w/ files and my purse.
I took the V train and got off at Rockefeller Center station where I walked to Barnes and Noble. Wearing a new outfit and a nice pair of new boots made me feel so especial and attractive. As I was climbing up the stairs to the street level, I almost trip with a plastic bag that was left on the ground, thank God I was able to reach the railings and continued up; a second later, I guy approached me (and this made me feel so good)and asked me, “are you alright sweetheart”?, I immediately responded with my best voice, “Yes, thank you” – I wanted to laugh hard and tell him, “hey dude, I am not what you think I am” but I composed myself and continued. I just love the feeling of being treated nice and soft by an admirer, it just makes me feel so feminine.:doll: At that moment I knew I was looking good. My confidence level rose to a 1000!!!!
Anyway, got to the store, I spent some time working until I became hungry, I went to the café and grabbed something to eat and drink. This time a girl who took my order, referred to me as “Miss” when she asked me as I was waiting for my order: “Miss, is this to stay or to go?… To stay please.. I replied” .. Again, I felt great:battingeyelashes:. It is amazing and fascinating the power of the words. One word can take you to the sky and another can bring you to the frenzy world of chaos. I reflected right there and realized that we always have to be careful with our words.
I stayed and worked until around 2:00pm. My subway ride back home was an uneventful one. I took some pictures and got home.
I would love to finish my story with a quick question: Being Koka brings a tremendous amount of erotic and sexual driving. I am currently trying to understand the reason why and also I am looking to emancipate myself from it. I just want to feel pretty like a girl and not to feel like a sex deprived girl whose only desire is to be sexually loved. Has anyone been able to do it? Can you please share your experiences?
Thank you all and I leave you with some pictures for you to laugh at this crazy girl! :):daydreaming:
Great weekend everyone
Love
Koka
I am home alone and I decided to bore you with my weekly report about my usual Friday outings. This time the weather contributed; we reached about 40 degrees and I had a chance to travel to the city. This time I visited the Barnes & Noble store located at 45th and 5th. I was happy walking along 5th avenue showing my new outfit. I felt super girly as I was also wearing a super sensual perfume that my SO got me for my outings. It was a great day, not long as my previous outings but I had a nice experience.
As usual, I woke up early, shaved all over, applied my Victoria’s Secret body lotion and started my routine. As always, I immersed myself in my feminine side and I became a total girl.:battingeyelashes::battingeyelashes::battinge yelashes: It’s kind of a subtle feeling that slowly begins to expand until it covers all of my mind and body. It is just amazing. As I have mentioned earlier, it is about attitude and state of mind. It works for me.:heehee:
Once I was ready, I left the house around 10:30 am, got in my car and headed to the subway station. As I arrived to the station, I looked for a close spot where I parked and touched up my makeup, set my ipod, grabbed my laptop’s case w/ files and my purse.
I took the V train and got off at Rockefeller Center station where I walked to Barnes and Noble. Wearing a new outfit and a nice pair of new boots made me feel so especial and attractive. As I was climbing up the stairs to the street level, I almost trip with a plastic bag that was left on the ground, thank God I was able to reach the railings and continued up; a second later, I guy approached me (and this made me feel so good)and asked me, “are you alright sweetheart”?, I immediately responded with my best voice, “Yes, thank you” – I wanted to laugh hard and tell him, “hey dude, I am not what you think I am” but I composed myself and continued. I just love the feeling of being treated nice and soft by an admirer, it just makes me feel so feminine.:doll: At that moment I knew I was looking good. My confidence level rose to a 1000!!!!
Anyway, got to the store, I spent some time working until I became hungry, I went to the café and grabbed something to eat and drink. This time a girl who took my order, referred to me as “Miss” when she asked me as I was waiting for my order: “Miss, is this to stay or to go?… To stay please.. I replied” .. Again, I felt great:battingeyelashes:. It is amazing and fascinating the power of the words. One word can take you to the sky and another can bring you to the frenzy world of chaos. I reflected right there and realized that we always have to be careful with our words.
I stayed and worked until around 2:00pm. My subway ride back home was an uneventful one. I took some pictures and got home.
I would love to finish my story with a quick question: Being Koka brings a tremendous amount of erotic and sexual driving. I am currently trying to understand the reason why and also I am looking to emancipate myself from it. I just want to feel pretty like a girl and not to feel like a sex deprived girl whose only desire is to be sexually loved. Has anyone been able to do it? Can you please share your experiences?
Thank you all and I leave you with some pictures for you to laugh at this crazy girl! :):daydreaming:
Great weekend everyone
Love
Koka