Christina Horton
01-31-2010, 10:43 AM
............Outing yourself as a women or.....outing yourself and being a Ugly Women.
I just have been think since I read a thread "Where are all the Ugly Women" .
I got to thinking Like me I am not pretty Maybe just cute . I am beginning to think I am prettier then I have thought cuz of all the girls here and for the GGs whom have meet Christina out in the world , I have been think I am a little bit less the Ogre and a little bit prettier then first thought.
So my worse enemy (ME) when it comes to my fem-looks is getting better , I was again thinking of that thread and thought ......"hummm what is harder to come out as a women or a ugly one.
I have always told myself I don't care if people think I am a ugly women just as long as they think I AM a women. Then I started to go out dressed and cared less and less if people thought I was a women period.......
My revelation about my shoulders.....
My realisation that I can wear short skirts.....
My makeup skills got better to some women who sell makeup say " you do your makeup better then most of the women I see......
I have gotten to the point where I am thinking "again a big step for me" That I am not a troll like I have thought and might just be pretty after. Granted I still look like a man in a dress but, at least I think a cute man In a dress!!! ;)
So again I am thinking which is harder to go out as a women or to not be pretty just being yourself.
I know some CDs are trying to make herself to be perfect before they go out and that may keep them indoors. BIG MISTAKE.
To be who your are don't worrie if your going to pass 100 % few of us can fool 100 % all the time. We can blend great some better then others. Like me I can blend sometimes as long as people don't look to hard at me , like in passing at the mall. But once they "LOOK" at me they know....most of the time. I have "fooled" some people and I love it when that happens.
So If your waiting to be perfect then I would think your going to be less happy, but if you think of yourself as a work in progress and go out and Learn all you can from each outing you will improve much faster and better.
So I think the hardest thing we can do "if your goal is to go out en-fem" is wait until your perfect.
Or am I wrong???
Ok I was not intending to put pic's but...
The first one is a professional makeup done by M.A.C. in the mall.
The second one was my first attempt to do my own makeup....as you can see wayyyyy to much eye shadow. I did not go out like that. DUH.
The third is my 5th time out, I had two day in a row with M.A.C. makeovers then I after I did my own makeup the second time (by myself) I went out just forgot the camera ;( Ya forgot it LOL.
The forth is Is my latest look and as you can see it's much better.
So it your looking to wait , don't . Unless your a pro makeup artist then I would say "get a full makeover somewhere and get them to teach you the basics and go from there....after all GGs when they first start out rarely get it right the first time eh.
JUST HAVE FUN and play with it .
I just have been think since I read a thread "Where are all the Ugly Women" .
I got to thinking Like me I am not pretty Maybe just cute . I am beginning to think I am prettier then I have thought cuz of all the girls here and for the GGs whom have meet Christina out in the world , I have been think I am a little bit less the Ogre and a little bit prettier then first thought.
So my worse enemy (ME) when it comes to my fem-looks is getting better , I was again thinking of that thread and thought ......"hummm what is harder to come out as a women or a ugly one.
I have always told myself I don't care if people think I am a ugly women just as long as they think I AM a women. Then I started to go out dressed and cared less and less if people thought I was a women period.......
My revelation about my shoulders.....
My realisation that I can wear short skirts.....
My makeup skills got better to some women who sell makeup say " you do your makeup better then most of the women I see......
I have gotten to the point where I am thinking "again a big step for me" That I am not a troll like I have thought and might just be pretty after. Granted I still look like a man in a dress but, at least I think a cute man In a dress!!! ;)
So again I am thinking which is harder to go out as a women or to not be pretty just being yourself.
I know some CDs are trying to make herself to be perfect before they go out and that may keep them indoors. BIG MISTAKE.
To be who your are don't worrie if your going to pass 100 % few of us can fool 100 % all the time. We can blend great some better then others. Like me I can blend sometimes as long as people don't look to hard at me , like in passing at the mall. But once they "LOOK" at me they know....most of the time. I have "fooled" some people and I love it when that happens.
So If your waiting to be perfect then I would think your going to be less happy, but if you think of yourself as a work in progress and go out and Learn all you can from each outing you will improve much faster and better.
So I think the hardest thing we can do "if your goal is to go out en-fem" is wait until your perfect.
Or am I wrong???
Ok I was not intending to put pic's but...
The first one is a professional makeup done by M.A.C. in the mall.
The second one was my first attempt to do my own makeup....as you can see wayyyyy to much eye shadow. I did not go out like that. DUH.
The third is my 5th time out, I had two day in a row with M.A.C. makeovers then I after I did my own makeup the second time (by myself) I went out just forgot the camera ;( Ya forgot it LOL.
The forth is Is my latest look and as you can see it's much better.
So it your looking to wait , don't . Unless your a pro makeup artist then I would say "get a full makeover somewhere and get them to teach you the basics and go from there....after all GGs when they first start out rarely get it right the first time eh.
JUST HAVE FUN and play with it .