fetishtop
02-25-2010, 09:19 AM
I'm a newcomer to this website. After looking through the many threads, one theme that appears a number of times deals with the question of individuals' recollections of their first cd experiences. I've contributed to some of these threads, which are very specific. Now, I would like to relate to two incidents in my very early life that might or might not have laid the groundwork for my interest in actual crossdressing.
I must have been no older than four years when this happened. My parents lived in a second-story flat that had a back door leading off the kitchen onto a stairwell. In the heat of the summer, they often propped that back door open with a "door stopper," as they were called. This door stopper was made using a glass milk bottle, filled with sand, and decorated to resemble a figure; a sock was fashioned into a head and a variety of fabrics used for the costume. The apron of this figure---intended to represent a female---was made from a piece of soft, glossy, white satin. For some reason, I would carefully remove the satin apron and stuff it down into my trousers, drawing it across my genitals. I recollect clearly that this act created an erotic sensation. After satisfying myself---masturbation was not an issue---I would carefully restore the piece of satin to its proper place.
My second recollection was when, during the day, my mother was getting ready to go out. She was sitting on a chair in the kitchen. She was wearing a pink satin (!) slip, and was drawing on her stockings. I sat in front of her, absorbed in what she was doing. As she pulled one of her stockings up on her leg, she saw me watching. With a smile on her face, she lifted her leg and wiggled her toes at me. I'll never forget the slip and the stockings, which were a dark flesh color.
Do these incidents seem to have anything to do with cding?
(historical note: at that time, milk was delivered to one's home in glass bottles by a milk distributor. This was before homogenization, so the cream in the milk always rose to the top of the bottle. The cream could be skimmed off and beaten to make whipped cream for dessert toppings. There was no such thing as plastic cartons or bottles of milk, and one did not go to the grocery to buy milk. Prepared toppings like ReadyWhip did not exist. This was also before supermarkets. Does this all "date" me? I guess!)
I must have been no older than four years when this happened. My parents lived in a second-story flat that had a back door leading off the kitchen onto a stairwell. In the heat of the summer, they often propped that back door open with a "door stopper," as they were called. This door stopper was made using a glass milk bottle, filled with sand, and decorated to resemble a figure; a sock was fashioned into a head and a variety of fabrics used for the costume. The apron of this figure---intended to represent a female---was made from a piece of soft, glossy, white satin. For some reason, I would carefully remove the satin apron and stuff it down into my trousers, drawing it across my genitals. I recollect clearly that this act created an erotic sensation. After satisfying myself---masturbation was not an issue---I would carefully restore the piece of satin to its proper place.
My second recollection was when, during the day, my mother was getting ready to go out. She was sitting on a chair in the kitchen. She was wearing a pink satin (!) slip, and was drawing on her stockings. I sat in front of her, absorbed in what she was doing. As she pulled one of her stockings up on her leg, she saw me watching. With a smile on her face, she lifted her leg and wiggled her toes at me. I'll never forget the slip and the stockings, which were a dark flesh color.
Do these incidents seem to have anything to do with cding?
(historical note: at that time, milk was delivered to one's home in glass bottles by a milk distributor. This was before homogenization, so the cream in the milk always rose to the top of the bottle. The cream could be skimmed off and beaten to make whipped cream for dessert toppings. There was no such thing as plastic cartons or bottles of milk, and one did not go to the grocery to buy milk. Prepared toppings like ReadyWhip did not exist. This was also before supermarkets. Does this all "date" me? I guess!)