SandraAbsent
04-25-2010, 11:53 PM
Well I will have to say I had an interesting week to say the least. As Sandra becomes more and more a part of my life, I am learning to love her! I also love coming here and I feel very at ease with everyone here. Which leads to encounter #1 this week.
I was at my sisters house helping her with a webdesign course she is taking. I always run my messenger program and I have a yahoo account for him and her. Well needless to say while sitting with side by side laptops, a notification from this site popped up from my system tray. You should have seen me try to scramble to clear it from the screen. Then suddenly in a very descending tone I hear, "You're getting a message from crossdressers.com?" with her husband only ten feet or so away. I quickly passed it off as just another piece of spam mail like russian brides and viagra ads. She said "oh" and we went on. Personally I don't think she bought it. And my sister who I talk to almost daily, hasn't called all week. I stopped by her house today and it seemed a bit tense. I hope if she knows now, this hasn't ruined our very great relationship. I suppose only time will tell. I know I am not going to bring it up again unless she does.
Then as I am sure you all read, I made my way out of the house for the first time this week. I can only say now that I feel so much more confident about this. Am I ready to do this on a regular basis? Probably not yet, but Im not afraid of it either anymore.
Lastly and I think this is the best day I have had in ages, I went and had drinks with a very good GG friend of mine. She is the most understanding girl that I know, and is very open to "alternative" lifestyles as she partakes in a bit herself. Long story short, I came out to her. I was absolutely stunned at how accepting she was. and we talked for hours about girl stuff :) I actually learned a lot from her about everything from what would look best on me, make-up, and hygene/skin care. It was actually a blast. Later that night, we headed back to my place, and I dressed. Sandra made her first RL friend :hugs: We both had so much fun. For the first time in my life I got called a bitch, why? Because apparently I am blessed with better legs then 90% of the girls she knows...lol. Anyhow I did learn one thing from this whole experience. Walking in heels is one thing, walking in heels after several very strong martinis is completely different.
So this capped off a very wonderful week for me, and I feel like a thousand tons of bricks have been lifted from my shoulders. I know that there are plenty more bricks to be lifted, but maybe someday I wont need them to be so broad :)
I am worried a bit about my sis. Should I let it go or head it off before it becomes an issue?
I was at my sisters house helping her with a webdesign course she is taking. I always run my messenger program and I have a yahoo account for him and her. Well needless to say while sitting with side by side laptops, a notification from this site popped up from my system tray. You should have seen me try to scramble to clear it from the screen. Then suddenly in a very descending tone I hear, "You're getting a message from crossdressers.com?" with her husband only ten feet or so away. I quickly passed it off as just another piece of spam mail like russian brides and viagra ads. She said "oh" and we went on. Personally I don't think she bought it. And my sister who I talk to almost daily, hasn't called all week. I stopped by her house today and it seemed a bit tense. I hope if she knows now, this hasn't ruined our very great relationship. I suppose only time will tell. I know I am not going to bring it up again unless she does.
Then as I am sure you all read, I made my way out of the house for the first time this week. I can only say now that I feel so much more confident about this. Am I ready to do this on a regular basis? Probably not yet, but Im not afraid of it either anymore.
Lastly and I think this is the best day I have had in ages, I went and had drinks with a very good GG friend of mine. She is the most understanding girl that I know, and is very open to "alternative" lifestyles as she partakes in a bit herself. Long story short, I came out to her. I was absolutely stunned at how accepting she was. and we talked for hours about girl stuff :) I actually learned a lot from her about everything from what would look best on me, make-up, and hygene/skin care. It was actually a blast. Later that night, we headed back to my place, and I dressed. Sandra made her first RL friend :hugs: We both had so much fun. For the first time in my life I got called a bitch, why? Because apparently I am blessed with better legs then 90% of the girls she knows...lol. Anyhow I did learn one thing from this whole experience. Walking in heels is one thing, walking in heels after several very strong martinis is completely different.
So this capped off a very wonderful week for me, and I feel like a thousand tons of bricks have been lifted from my shoulders. I know that there are plenty more bricks to be lifted, but maybe someday I wont need them to be so broad :)
I am worried a bit about my sis. Should I let it go or head it off before it becomes an issue?