Mya Summers
05-06-2010, 03:39 AM
Here's the deal that is going on in my life. My wife is trying to join the ARMY:sad:. She has passed the ASVAB test for the military and is now waiting to take the ARMY physical to make sure she is fit enough to join. I don't want her to join but I can't get back in. It has been her life long dream to join as well.
The bad part about it is that she will have to be gone to basic training anywhere from 16-42 weeks, depending on what job she takes:sad:. The other bad part about it is that I will be left here at home taking care of 3 kids by myself:doh:, which if everyone here does what they say they will do which is give me a break from them once in a while, it won't be so bad.
The only good part about it is that when the kids are in bed or gone for the weekend Mya can come out and be herself for a change and not have to feel guilty about it:D We have a friend and TX that we have known now for almost 11 years does not know what I do, but has seen a couple pics (thanks to me having alchohol in me..lol) dressed we "told her it was Halloween pics" she jokingly said to my wife that her and I could go to kids soccer games and stuff while my wife was on duty, so I made a come back question and asked if I could wear my skirt and heel's and she said yes, but I walked out of the room after that. I heard my wife telling her something but wasn't sure what it was, but it would be cool if my wife got stationed there where this girl is at and I could open up with her friend cause she is so understanding about things but it wouldn't be with out my wife's permission though. OMG I have rattled on about nothing of things.
Back to the point it will be a joyess situation for me but sad at the same time, because the one that I love, the mother of my children will be out of my life for a while. I personally do not look forward to her leaving, but a small part of me want's her to so that I can be Mya when I want to be.
Maybe in the long run it might help us both out as well, give us some needed time away from each other, plus depending on where she get's stationed and if I'm lucky might be close to a bigger city where there are more of us CDer's and hopefully some from on here that I could meet up with once in a while and go out for once without being to scarred of rejection :daydreaming:
Well I have bored you gal's enough I'm sure with my thread so I'll close out for now and let you all put in your :2c:..lol
The bad part about it is that she will have to be gone to basic training anywhere from 16-42 weeks, depending on what job she takes:sad:. The other bad part about it is that I will be left here at home taking care of 3 kids by myself:doh:, which if everyone here does what they say they will do which is give me a break from them once in a while, it won't be so bad.
The only good part about it is that when the kids are in bed or gone for the weekend Mya can come out and be herself for a change and not have to feel guilty about it:D We have a friend and TX that we have known now for almost 11 years does not know what I do, but has seen a couple pics (thanks to me having alchohol in me..lol) dressed we "told her it was Halloween pics" she jokingly said to my wife that her and I could go to kids soccer games and stuff while my wife was on duty, so I made a come back question and asked if I could wear my skirt and heel's and she said yes, but I walked out of the room after that. I heard my wife telling her something but wasn't sure what it was, but it would be cool if my wife got stationed there where this girl is at and I could open up with her friend cause she is so understanding about things but it wouldn't be with out my wife's permission though. OMG I have rattled on about nothing of things.
Back to the point it will be a joyess situation for me but sad at the same time, because the one that I love, the mother of my children will be out of my life for a while. I personally do not look forward to her leaving, but a small part of me want's her to so that I can be Mya when I want to be.
Maybe in the long run it might help us both out as well, give us some needed time away from each other, plus depending on where she get's stationed and if I'm lucky might be close to a bigger city where there are more of us CDer's and hopefully some from on here that I could meet up with once in a while and go out for once without being to scarred of rejection :daydreaming:
Well I have bored you gal's enough I'm sure with my thread so I'll close out for now and let you all put in your :2c:..lol