Lexine
05-18-2010, 06:00 PM
As always, I need to preface my questions with a story, so any others who just want to answer my inquiry, just find the bolded statement underneath said story and you're free to answer it in a reply ;). I won't be offended, don't worry!
Even though I feel that my feminine voice feels inadequate, I feel that I've achieved as much of the femininity as I want to indulge in as possible in my life. I have a girl who I'm dating who is extremely open to my CDing and thinks I look cute in my outfits and knows that Lexi IS Alex, friends who unconditionally love me despite my outside appearance, and a community that reinforces my beliefs in CDing (yes, YOU are a part of this community!). So I think it's because of these that I've been feeling really relaxed and very passable over the past few weeks. What I didn't know is what stunt I'd try to pull now that I felt very confident about my feminine appearance and demeanor.
So this past Saturday, my friend Mark and I walked to the Americana, which is this nice mall in a city about an hour's drive away from me, and we were going to talk about business, which meant we'd talk about comics, video games, art, and life in general. I had mentioned that I was interested in seeing Robin Hood, so we got tickets and decided that, since I hadn't eaten all day, that we get something to eat. Now, I went en femme that day because I picked up my wig and hair extensions prior to meeting up with Mark and the lady who did my wig/hair extensions only knew me as femme Alex. So we got some hotdogs and sat down at a table nearby and started talking about business. Keep in mind, I was using my feminine voice the entire time I was around him.
Now I have no idea what got into me, but I felt compelled to break out of my feminine voice while surrounded by so many people. Maybe it's the chili cheese fries, but I started speaking in my normal male voice and completely broke out of my feminine voice. When I did this, I saw this middle aged lady squeezing some ketchup and mustard on her hotdog staring at me with a look of extreme confusion in her face. Knowing that it's because of what I did, I quickly reverted back to my feminine voice and kept talking in that manner until it was time for us to head to the movies. The lady, on the other hand, shook her head as if she was thinking, "It's just my imagination" and walked away. It wasn't as if I was trying to call attention to me, but I wanted to try something that I wouldn't otherwise be able to do in any other circumstance other than when I was en femme. So now, it's your turn!
So picture this, if you will: After months or even years of hard work on your feminine side, you have achieved your femininity goals. What is the one thing you want to do once you've achieved this? Don't take this question seriously - it's supposed to exercise your imagination and incite a positive response!
Even though I feel that my feminine voice feels inadequate, I feel that I've achieved as much of the femininity as I want to indulge in as possible in my life. I have a girl who I'm dating who is extremely open to my CDing and thinks I look cute in my outfits and knows that Lexi IS Alex, friends who unconditionally love me despite my outside appearance, and a community that reinforces my beliefs in CDing (yes, YOU are a part of this community!). So I think it's because of these that I've been feeling really relaxed and very passable over the past few weeks. What I didn't know is what stunt I'd try to pull now that I felt very confident about my feminine appearance and demeanor.
So this past Saturday, my friend Mark and I walked to the Americana, which is this nice mall in a city about an hour's drive away from me, and we were going to talk about business, which meant we'd talk about comics, video games, art, and life in general. I had mentioned that I was interested in seeing Robin Hood, so we got tickets and decided that, since I hadn't eaten all day, that we get something to eat. Now, I went en femme that day because I picked up my wig and hair extensions prior to meeting up with Mark and the lady who did my wig/hair extensions only knew me as femme Alex. So we got some hotdogs and sat down at a table nearby and started talking about business. Keep in mind, I was using my feminine voice the entire time I was around him.
Now I have no idea what got into me, but I felt compelled to break out of my feminine voice while surrounded by so many people. Maybe it's the chili cheese fries, but I started speaking in my normal male voice and completely broke out of my feminine voice. When I did this, I saw this middle aged lady squeezing some ketchup and mustard on her hotdog staring at me with a look of extreme confusion in her face. Knowing that it's because of what I did, I quickly reverted back to my feminine voice and kept talking in that manner until it was time for us to head to the movies. The lady, on the other hand, shook her head as if she was thinking, "It's just my imagination" and walked away. It wasn't as if I was trying to call attention to me, but I wanted to try something that I wouldn't otherwise be able to do in any other circumstance other than when I was en femme. So now, it's your turn!
So picture this, if you will: After months or even years of hard work on your feminine side, you have achieved your femininity goals. What is the one thing you want to do once you've achieved this? Don't take this question seriously - it's supposed to exercise your imagination and incite a positive response!