Jannis
06-08-2010, 08:17 AM
I have been a long time reader of the forum but do not post often. I have been dressing for years and enjoy it, but I cannot dress very often because I am not "out" to friends and family. I do find, however, that I can do some, not so obvious underdressing of sorts and get a feeling of inner peace. It is like my drive to be in a femme persona is satisfied. I feel very feminine throughout my day. I often find woman wanting to engage me in chit chat about things like kids, cooking, home life, etc. Woman talk. I guess the point of this is that I always feel like a woman and maybe I project that when out and about. I suppose crossdressing is icing on the cake, but not all that necessary for me to realize my dream of presenting as a woman all the time. It is a wonderful feeling and I feel at peace with not dressing all the time. I do love to read all the posts from the beautiful women here. I love you all.