Shelby
06-18-2010, 09:34 AM
Last night I told my 3rd person about my cding. She is one of my oldest friends back when she was in high school and I worked for her parents as a lighting tech for their dance recitals. I was Instant Messaging her on Facebook about a recital that I am working on this weekend and how one of the costumes is so cute looking. She thought it was funny how I was so interested in girls clothes. So I told her and she was floored. It was weird because even though she always suspected, to hear me actually say it was unexpected. We talked for hours about my dressing and I shared with her my pics and she couldn't believe how hot I am according to her. I showed her my Taaz collection and she said it is official, you are a total hottie.
Years ago, when we used to hang out together (I was like a big brother to her when she was in HS and going through the teenage drama trauma), we went to her mom's dance studio and she wanted me to try on some of her old dance costumes. Now I was bigger, but that stuff does have some stretch in it. I tried on all sorts of her costumes and It was so fun. There was one costume that I adored but never got the chance to wear. I always bugged her about it and she always asked me why. Back then, I couldn't tell her about my cding because she tended to be a bit of a snot who might tell others. Today, she is grown up and matured a lot. She promises not to tell anyone and said that I can have that costume the I loved, but she wants to see me wear it and all girlied up.
She was so happy that I told her and said she never knew this about me. She even said how after looking at my pics she isn't even the least bit weirded out by this. I told her that 2 other women know, one of whom she knows. I'm planning on being in her town in a few weeks to get together with that friend for a makeover and told my friend if she wants to come over and help and she said yes. Later, she was talking about her lack of self esteem and I told her that all 4 of us should go out on a girls night out. She can't wait and wants to go soon.
So we spent the night talking about women's clothes and my cding experiences and why I do this. She did get mad that I didn't tell her sooner in life but I told her back then I didn't know myself and that I was kind of scared of her and how she tended to talk about others a lot. She had a tendency to turn on people. She said she wishes she had known then what she knows now about herself and me and how it could we could have been much closer then we are now just as friends.
In the end, I know have 3 amazing girlfriends who will help me and It just seems like life is getting so much easier and more relaxed.
Years ago, when we used to hang out together (I was like a big brother to her when she was in HS and going through the teenage drama trauma), we went to her mom's dance studio and she wanted me to try on some of her old dance costumes. Now I was bigger, but that stuff does have some stretch in it. I tried on all sorts of her costumes and It was so fun. There was one costume that I adored but never got the chance to wear. I always bugged her about it and she always asked me why. Back then, I couldn't tell her about my cding because she tended to be a bit of a snot who might tell others. Today, she is grown up and matured a lot. She promises not to tell anyone and said that I can have that costume the I loved, but she wants to see me wear it and all girlied up.
She was so happy that I told her and said she never knew this about me. She even said how after looking at my pics she isn't even the least bit weirded out by this. I told her that 2 other women know, one of whom she knows. I'm planning on being in her town in a few weeks to get together with that friend for a makeover and told my friend if she wants to come over and help and she said yes. Later, she was talking about her lack of self esteem and I told her that all 4 of us should go out on a girls night out. She can't wait and wants to go soon.
So we spent the night talking about women's clothes and my cding experiences and why I do this. She did get mad that I didn't tell her sooner in life but I told her back then I didn't know myself and that I was kind of scared of her and how she tended to talk about others a lot. She had a tendency to turn on people. She said she wishes she had known then what she knows now about herself and me and how it could we could have been much closer then we are now just as friends.
In the end, I know have 3 amazing girlfriends who will help me and It just seems like life is getting so much easier and more relaxed.