It was almost over for me today!

[laceyjessica]

I get to work very early about two hrs before anyone else. Today it was so nice out I descided I would put on bra panties garter hose slip heels blouse and skirt. I got dressed in a walk thru in the building that locks from both sides. I left my male clothes in there with the KEYS! I didnt even think about it i waled out of the walk thru went outside to walk around the parking lot felt like a million bucks. As I walked back to the building it hit me i locked the keys in the room, no way to get them, I just about cried my eyes out. I am standing there in fully dressed in womans clothes, my car is totally locked the key for the office and the car are locked in that room. I tried to pry the hing pin out, I got one to come out the other two wouldnt budge, I finally found a screwdrived after about 45 minutes of being scared to death and I pryed and pryed the door for the door jam. Thank god I got it open, I stopped crying for a minute, sat down in my female clothes and reflected, who could I have called where would I go, It was bot extremely exciting and being scared to death at the same time, well I changed back into my male clothes, lost one of the detachable garters somewhere, put the clothes back in my car and I was on cloud 9 all day. I even went to good will bought some lingerie, and two cute skirts to maybe try tomorrow.

[boardpuppy]

Both exciting and frighting....Was that a Froadian (sp) slip, do you want to come out to the general public. I know most of us would be happier if we did without all the troubles/hassles. I'm so happy your adventure came to a happy ending.

Hugs,
Alice

[linnea]

very close call.

[Starling]

Jessica, does an experience like that make you wonder if you're an adrenalin junkie, and that CDing might be like skydiving for you?

:eek: Lallie

[Marcella Camira]

Holy crap! I think i would not do that anymore! That scared me & wasn't even me doing it! Wow! You were so lucky! Well, that b one way to come out! Not, the way i'd choose. But , how often do we get to choose anyway! That is total fear w/ adrenaline rush! Wicked story! Better luck next time!LOL.
~Jett~:eek:

[laceyjessica]

I kept trying to figure out who I could call to trust this secred with, my wife thinks I am only interested in bras' and panties not the entire feminization

[Rianna Humble]

Was a close call! Are you able to come out at work? Would you have been able to call building-maintenance if you hadn't found the jemmy?

[Loni]

this is one of two reason why i always make sure the keys are in my hand before closing "the door" ...i can not remember the other reason??

now what was i talking about???:doh:


glad you got back in. now you know a security risk at your job, see how easy it was to get inside. might bring this up to the boss...maybe a pay raise? little extra something in the pay check? but maybe you should leave out the dressing part.:heehee::heehee:


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[Freddy12]

Does it make you wonder if you secretly want to be "outed"? I think sometimes part of us wants to be in the closet, and another part does not. Just food for thought!

[suzy1]

You had me in a panic just reading about it. You won’t forget the keys again will you.
Still, some would have hit the bottle, but you went shopping. Just like a girl!

Hugs, SUZY

[sterling12]

, It was bot extremely exciting and being scared to death at the same time, well I changed back into my male clothes, lost one of the detachable garters somewhere, put the clothes back in my car and I was on cloud 9 all day. I even went to good will bought some lingerie, and two cute skirts to maybe try tomorrow.[/QUOTE]

Are you saying you got "excited" by this incident? You want to repeat The Danger?

Darlin' you need to see a Gender Therapist ASAP! You repeat that type of behavior.....kiss your Job goodbye!

Peace and Love, Joanie

[carhill2mn]

A good lesson learned where the "price" could have been much higher!

[laceyjessica]

thank you all for commenting definitely gives me a bunch to think about. I know I shouldnt try it again, I kept thinking I was going to loose my job if I couldnt change back. BUt I felt so liberated when I was walking in the parking lot.

[laceyjessica]

I am sure deep down I wanted to be outed but my thoughts kept going back and forth between that and the humiliation I would receive from the others once they showed up there, I mean do I hide in my car, I had no phone it was in the locked room. Should I call a friend? will she tell others. Millions of scenarios went thru my mind

[kellycan27]

Get an extra key and wear it around you neck. when you dress...lol Make it part of the wardrobe.

[Lorileah]

so you can pry the hinge pins out and get into your office? I think wearing a skirt is the least of your worries. I hope you don't keep money in that place

[Tasha McIntyre]

Wow Jessica,


Holy crap!
That scared me & wasn't even me doing it!

Ditto.

Ever thought of getting spare keys cut for such an emergency........and that story seriously qualifies as an emergency :eek:

Tash :)

[t-girlxsophie]

thank you all for commenting definitely gives me a bunch to think about. I know I shouldnt try it again, I kept thinking I was going to loose my job if I couldnt change back. BUt I felt so liberated when I was walking in the parking lot.

I think there's something to be said for Preparation,think of everything that could go wrong and plan accordingly.That leaves the way clear for you to do all you want to do safe in the knowledge you have every base covered,and you can enjoy yourself to the full

:hugs:Sophie xx

[Kaz]

You will so forever now have an emergency plan... always have an emergency plan... my ultimate emergency plan is what is obvious... but that requires bluff and bravado... and I must admit I do look a lot like my sister when dressed... though I have never gone there! xxx

[Michelle Charles]

Don't forget your keys tomorrow!

[Sara Jessica]

Of all the places to tempt fate, your workplace???

I'm sorry, I'm not feeling your adrenaline or anything like that. I'm feeling sorry that you chose to experience being "out" in such a reckless way. There are so many other ways to feel like a million bucks without risking so much.

Any time we set foot into the real world, risk vs. reward needs to be measured. I'd never dream of trying to go into my workplace in girl mode, way too much risk, little or no reward. There are sooooo many other places to go.

Try tomorrow??? You're really tempting fate AGAIN.
:2c:

[Chickhe]

The solution is to assume everyone will see you. That way, you can consider if that is what you want to happen and decide on another adventure instead.

[Midnight Skye]

- Whistles - Ok so after reading your story I think I'll skip my trial day at work. I work at a multi-site multi-building office... and was thinking about taking a Work from home day... at the office enfem in a different part of the building...

Your story though... when things go wrong they really GO WRONG! You need somewhere to get all that girl energy out Jessica!

[Miley]

That was close. I am amazed just how close we come to getting outed. We survive by the skin of teeth. The life of a crossdresser is a rush, it should become an extreme sport...not for the faint hearted.....a sport for real men :)

[Inna]

One heck of a jail breaker chick you are! Your story sounded like the old movie I saw long ago when older, heavy mustache gentlemen crossdresses in the neighbors house while visiting and ends up outside the house in full attire complete with large hat. I don't remember how it ends but boy( girl) sounds like this was a close call. Argument breaks down into two categories, passable and not so passable. Being passable you could care less if found out because you wouldn't have been, on other hand not passable we fear resentment and shame which then is labeled upon us. I guess working on achieving passability is of utmost importance and then key around your neck won't be a necessity but rather inconvenience. How wonderful passing as a woman would be then, hello maam, may I help you with the door, maam. Oh I am just seeing you there prancing up and down the corridors :-)

[AKAMichelle]

Better have a key there somewhere other wise tomorrow could be the day you told the world. :D

[tammygirl79]

I was sweating from panic just reading your story.....wondering if and/or how you were gonna get out of the situation!!!!

[Allyson Michelle]

HOLY RAZORS BATMAN!

Talk about a close shave!

[noeleena]

Hi,
as to keys I made a nice string that goes around my wrist so at all times when we are away from home or the 4 x 4 they are with me no matter where we go or what we do. ,they can not slip off no matter what, or as a woman they could be in your bag just a thought ,

...noeleena...

[victoriamwilliams1]

That story had me on the edge of my seat.

[Farrah]

I thnk I would've really paniced. I'm glad everything turned out okay.

[laceyjessica]

Well yesterday was a close call with being caught, I wanted to try an be more prepared today. On my drive into work I actually changes into my femme clothes, bra panties garter hose heels skirt and blouse. They drive was so fantastic. I truely love driving and wearing a skirt and heels. Makes my commute of 1.5 hrs one way enjoyable. I pulled into the parking lot at work, opened the security gate, stopped my car and got out to check something walked around it a couple times, got back in, no strange cars in the parking lot that I could see(operative word), I deposite my trash in the dumpster, so I got out again and swished to the dumpster felt so right, when I turned around to walk back to the car I saw a woman thru the Office Window, and thought OMG you all warned me not to do this today. I am wondering if she may have seen me the first time I got out as well and just didnt notice. I quickly got back in the car went to a dark parking spot and took off all of my femme clothes put my male stuff on and went in. I was working and the woman came waling by said hi and left. Did she see me or didnt she I dont know, I dont think I am going to tempt this tomorrow to much close calls for the past two days............

[laceyjessica]

DONT TRY THIS AT HOME!Well yesterday was a close call with being caught, I wanted to try an be more prepared today. On my drive into work I actually changes into my femme clothes, bra panties garter hose heels skirt and blouse. They drive was so fantastic. I truely love driving and wearing a skirt and heels. Makes my commute of 1.5 hrs one way enjoyable. I pulled into the parking lot at work, opened the security gate, stopped my car and got out to check something walked around it a couple times, got back in, no strange cars in the parking lot that I could see(operative word), I deposite my trash in the dumpster, so I got out again and swished to the dumpster felt so right, when I turned around to walk back to the car I saw a woman thru the Office Window, and thought OMG you all warned me not to do this today. I am wondering if she may have seen me the first time I got out as well and just didnt notice. I quickly got back in the car went to a dark parking spot and took off all of my femme clothes put my male stuff on and went in. I was working and the woman came waling by said hi and left. Did she see me or didnt she I dont know, I dont think I am going to tempt this tomorrow to much close calls for the past two days............

[Jamiegirl1]

Are you crazy? why would you show up at work dressed? after what happened yesterday.There are plenty of other places to go dressed after work on your way home,I dress everyday for my hour and a half commute home,then change before I get home.I go into small mom&Pop stores dressed all the time ,buy a soda for the ride home.Driving all dressed up is a lot of fun,you get everything from smiles to people laughing at you to guys waving or honking,women smiling or scowling,just don't care!

[Shelly Preston]

I think you might want to ask yourself if she has recognised your car ??

That might mean her asking questions

[Allyson Michelle]

Dang, you really need to be more careful. Its almost as if you want to get caught!

And they say lightning don't strike the same spot twice. what baloney!!

[Sara Jessica]

Yeah, she saw you and recognized you. Get ready for your new normal because you earned it.

No sense in anyone advising you to be careful because you refuse to listen. I'm still trying to figure out what it is that you are trying to accomplish.

[sterling12]

Well, you obviously get a Charge out of doing this. I will assume that The Danger represents some sort of endorphine rush for you.

But, all it's going to take is for your Boss to come in early one morning, and you are finished! If you keep repeating your behavior, you know it's going to happen. If not The Boss, other People don't always come into work at The Same Time everyday either!

I'll stick with The Original Suggestion. You need some professional help! You had better figure out what's driving this behavior, and how to correct the Problem......before it's too late.

Peace and Love, Joanie

[laceyjessica]

I went in an hour early today, hoping I would avoid anyone coming to the building. I dressed in the garage before I left, cute bra panty garter hose heels slip skirt and blouse, enjoyed my drive to work felt so nice to be dressed. I got to work, no ones car in the parking lot got out of the car, walked around a little then went into my office, walked around inside for a little bit did some work and after about 45 minutes I changed back into my male clothes. No one came, i ended up putting my bra panties and skirt back on with my male shirt and male shoes for another hour, it was nice. I am going to schedule an appointment with a therapist again. I feel this getting stronger as I get older. I get to a point where I want to set it aside for a minute, then I see a cute woman and right back into wanting to be that woman, its crazy.

[AmandaM]

I can't wait for the janitors to come in.

"Hey, Joe, a lady's garter!". "There's some hanky-panky going on around here".
"Nah, that just belongs to that LadyJessica dude".

[RachelPortugal]

I am sure a lot of us go through phases like this. I think a thrill factor must drive us to the point of getting as close to being caught as possible.

I went through a phase about 17 years ago when I would dress en femme around the office whilst coming in very early to work on an urgent project. I almost got caught once, by an engineer who arrived unusually early. I popped my head up over a screen said a quick good morning and darted out of my cubicle taking a long but unseen dash to the gents in another part of the building to do a quick change. After that close call I continued with my escapades even to the extent of changing at the bus shelter and walking the last part of the journey en femme and on one occasion had to walk around the block to avoid passing the front of a neighbouring office because of another unusually early arrival.

Back then, there weren't forums like this to share such experiences or get advice and therapy wasn't and still isn't usual in the UK.

It was just a phase which did pass, probably when I became more open with my wife about my dressing. So perhaps that is the solution. Come clean to her that it is more than just panties and bras.

[connie23]

I used to defy logic and dress at night in places where I might be caught. I think that I liked the risk. I never wore a wig or makeup so if anyone had seen me, it would have been obvious.
Recently, I had my first makeup session at MAC and then I went into Nordstrom's and people didn't seem to notice. It was even more exciting and I was not at risk.
Now, I feel like I will try harder to look really pretty so people can look at me and say -- what a nice, put together girl. I don't want to be humiliated, I want to be admired.
I am proud to want to be pretty --- and I hope you are too.
Hugs,
Connie

[Presh GG]

Yes, you have some things going on there. It's time to have that talk with your wife. Now in this economy is not the time to play fast and loose with your job... for a thrill?. No, it's much deeper than that, I think.

What about looking into a TG club in your area for a safe place to dress and be out? Or is the thrill the point?

Do they have cameras in your secure parking lot?

I wish you the best
Presh GG

[CDKaitlynn]

I have not gone out much, certainly not to openly socialize with people, but i have gone for a few walks and drives. You experience is EXACTLY what scares me the most and stopped me from going out for a period of time. This was when i first started going for drives and walks, always in the evening. I am over this now but i remember it vividly.

I was soo concerned about it i would always hide emergency spares around. A couple of time i even left some male clothes and paper towels outside just in case i had to change and wipe the wakeup off of my face! wow, i was paranoid.

In fact, i was almost as nervous WITH my keys than without them. I think its is a natural phase for a lot of use, its great to acquire the knowledge from experience without getting caught! But i think most of us have taken a few risks and it is a matter of chance.

Kaity

[jenna_woods]

I would say you was luckey,I love good will shopping.

[laceyjessica]

thank you all for the comments really gives me different perspectives and how to go forward. My wife pretty much told me if it ever goes beyone bra's and panties she will leave, and I dont doubt that at all she is not the least bit thrilled that she has a crossdresser husband