jerca
06-30-2010, 01:21 AM
I will start my story in december 2008. It was then when I could not hold it for myself anymore and I opend my thoughts to my wife. Unfortunately I was not aware of this fine forum and I was not prepared well for that talk. I told her I wanted my own breasts, that I would like to dress sometimes and express my female side. The way I presented everything to her was all wrong as I was still confused about my feelings and I think that she felt endangered and of course rejected all of my desires. We had several conversations regarding my 'problem' or 'desires', some of them heartbreaking. Otherwise our marriage is going on well, so I didn't do anything that would hurt her. At the end of this march we agreed, that it would be wise to seek professional help. I explained my situation to the certified gender therapist in an on-line forum and she suggested I should talk with professional. I called the clinic and got a date set - and that date is today.
We will see what comes next...
We will see what comes next...