Billijo49504
07-29-2010, 03:40 PM
Thanks to all of you.:hugs:Today I had my 3rd councilor session. I checked in with just "I have a 1 o'clock appointment with Peter". At 1 he came to the door, looked out and turned around and went back. He didn't recognise me, in gurl mode. We talked for an hour and he complimented me on my looks. Actually he said I look better that way. He told me that he noticed that I was a lot more comfortable in female mode and that he figured that we would need about 5 or 6 visits, before he could feel comfortable writing the letter for hormones. Then probably 5 would be enough. He wants me to attend one of the local transgender meetings, cuz I told him I don't go to bars. We have got past the possibly gay thing and he figures I'm trans to some point. And he figures that if I try hormones for 6 months, I should be able to see if I can get my mind straight. And to see if it's really for me. I don't want to do hormones for body modification, I'm a 42C right now. I just want to get my brain straightend out. And I really want to thank all of you for talking me into going the counciling route. I've since read some real horror stories of self medicating.:love: BilliJo
ps.this is what I was wearing
ps.this is what I was wearing