steffie39
08-28-2005, 11:04 AM
Hi girls,
Just wanted to share this: I went to a CDing meeting on Saturday. I thought it would be just a regular meeting but guess what? Unexpectedly some of the girls asked me if I wanted to go to Dress Barn shopping for a while. This has always been one of my dreams if I ever did go out. I thought to myself: why not as life is too short? Thus I actually went out in the real world en-femme (not just within the protection of a room with other CDers). I was nervous at first (my heart was beating loudly).
I went into the store and was nervous. I proceeded to pass a mirror and saw myself. I decided the person looking back belonged there and I then tried to walk confidently.
I tried on a couple of outfits and even asking the sales girl for help. I thought they looked nice and I bought them. Also when I tried on for my wife after I came home, she liked them.
The important thing that I learned is the world didn't come to an end when I went out enfemme. That means I can walk outside and won't ridiculed. :) :thumbsup: It's a start on my long journey. I still would not go out all by myself but only with other girls. I never thought I would go out this early in my CDing but I am truly glad I did. I had a wonderful time and finally bought an outfit I (not my wife) picked out (she wasn't with me at the store). I just wanted to share my happiness. I'm not going to suddenly become a trend setter and go out alone but at least now know I can sometimes walk outside! Thanks for reading my long post!
Steffie
Just wanted to share this: I went to a CDing meeting on Saturday. I thought it would be just a regular meeting but guess what? Unexpectedly some of the girls asked me if I wanted to go to Dress Barn shopping for a while. This has always been one of my dreams if I ever did go out. I thought to myself: why not as life is too short? Thus I actually went out in the real world en-femme (not just within the protection of a room with other CDers). I was nervous at first (my heart was beating loudly).
I went into the store and was nervous. I proceeded to pass a mirror and saw myself. I decided the person looking back belonged there and I then tried to walk confidently.
I tried on a couple of outfits and even asking the sales girl for help. I thought they looked nice and I bought them. Also when I tried on for my wife after I came home, she liked them.
The important thing that I learned is the world didn't come to an end when I went out enfemme. That means I can walk outside and won't ridiculed. :) :thumbsup: It's a start on my long journey. I still would not go out all by myself but only with other girls. I never thought I would go out this early in my CDing but I am truly glad I did. I had a wonderful time and finally bought an outfit I (not my wife) picked out (she wasn't with me at the store). I just wanted to share my happiness. I'm not going to suddenly become a trend setter and go out alone but at least now know I can sometimes walk outside! Thanks for reading my long post!
Steffie