erica12b
08-06-2010, 11:20 PM
Hello every one, I have not been around much this summer, spending time with my son, and thinking. I read all the great threads about how the wife / girlfriend are excepting, and even the threads where she knows but just will not talk about it, but if you take it as a whole cross dressing is a isolating, alienating, activity, if you come to except it you will live longer (my opinion) if you don’t it eats you up and the stress will kill you, (me)
I have been posting here for around five yr and have been trying to find a gg that will except me and share the experience, sadly im still looking, the gg, s are not lining up, lol
On the date sights some will talk and others talk about how they will save me lol but most ignore and so be it, some do tell me off, (they have a right to there beliefs too)
I have put myself in the isolation box and even thou I some times put a hand out most do not except us, (me) and for this we then have a hard time excepting our self’s, (me) but we continue to dress and go on.
1 We are the guys that never go out (we stay in and dress to the hilt with the shades
down)
2 we don’t talk much about the new girl at work (we want to tell her not those shoes with
that dress how could she)
3 at the mall we are the guys that are looking away all the time (we don’t want caught
looking at your makeup – how did she do that?)
Those like me in the closet and looking out, the secret can take on a life of its own and keeping the secret can lead to paranoia, lol (was that a car door,shit shit shit) lol but we just keep trying, and trying and trying, this post has no real insight, or moral question no answers its just what’s on my mind and how I feel right now, im going to keep trying. if you know any one in my area that wants a pen pal let me know, if you’re a gg, I don’t bit, if you’re a cd I can away talk ( have never meet one of the girls )
If you found any of the list funny add to it hugs Erica
I have been posting here for around five yr and have been trying to find a gg that will except me and share the experience, sadly im still looking, the gg, s are not lining up, lol
On the date sights some will talk and others talk about how they will save me lol but most ignore and so be it, some do tell me off, (they have a right to there beliefs too)
I have put myself in the isolation box and even thou I some times put a hand out most do not except us, (me) and for this we then have a hard time excepting our self’s, (me) but we continue to dress and go on.
1 We are the guys that never go out (we stay in and dress to the hilt with the shades
down)
2 we don’t talk much about the new girl at work (we want to tell her not those shoes with
that dress how could she)
3 at the mall we are the guys that are looking away all the time (we don’t want caught
looking at your makeup – how did she do that?)
Those like me in the closet and looking out, the secret can take on a life of its own and keeping the secret can lead to paranoia, lol (was that a car door,shit shit shit) lol but we just keep trying, and trying and trying, this post has no real insight, or moral question no answers its just what’s on my mind and how I feel right now, im going to keep trying. if you know any one in my area that wants a pen pal let me know, if you’re a gg, I don’t bit, if you’re a cd I can away talk ( have never meet one of the girls )
If you found any of the list funny add to it hugs Erica