t-girlxsophie
08-13-2010, 07:30 PM
After all my contributions to various threads,telling everyone,just go out and walk tall and do your thing,nobody will bother you,well yesterday I called my best friend to organise a day out,I wanted back out but when the day came I had to walk the half mile to place I was to change AND It was heaving,forgot was the last week before the kids go back to school It was always going to be busy,guess I didn't do MY homework.So when I arrived at the place to change I sat there nursing my drink for ages My nerve had gone,so much for all my big talk.
Well as It happened my Wife called to see how I was getting on and when I told her how I was feeling Well I was told in no uncertain terms,and using some Industrial language that I was to get my butt in gear,and to stop being a Wuss:) Only she would have been the one able to turn me round.So I went to get changed.I took great care to apply my makeup perfect and changed into my outfit for the day.My new cream Lace Sweater and Grey Pencil skirt and heels,got my bag ready and grabbed my jacket and I was set.I thought I looked not too bad(as far as viewing myself that's a compliment) Of course I had a swift drink to gain some Dutch Courage.And It was time to walk Back that same half mile which included 2 of Glasgow's busiest streets
So here,finally (apology's for long post) is the final,fantastic revelation.I was right all along,I was confident,kept looking straight ahead and held my head high and everything was fine.I honestly didn't hear one negative remark,see any whithered looks or head shaking,and if it was done behind my back,well I wasn't gonna be looking that way LOL.I was so happy that I could test myself in this way again,Once I did the rest of my day was a fantastic re affirming experience that I enjoyed immensely,even got complimented on my outfit by a lady.
Going to have to get back out as often as I used to I forgot how much fun It could be especially after having tested myself like this.When I got home first thing I did was give my wife a great big hug,and thank her for giving me that pep talk that kick started my wonderful day,no big question to ask I just wanted to write my experience down to share it with all the wonderful ppl on here
:hugs:Sophie xxx
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Well as It happened my Wife called to see how I was getting on and when I told her how I was feeling Well I was told in no uncertain terms,and using some Industrial language that I was to get my butt in gear,and to stop being a Wuss:) Only she would have been the one able to turn me round.So I went to get changed.I took great care to apply my makeup perfect and changed into my outfit for the day.My new cream Lace Sweater and Grey Pencil skirt and heels,got my bag ready and grabbed my jacket and I was set.I thought I looked not too bad(as far as viewing myself that's a compliment) Of course I had a swift drink to gain some Dutch Courage.And It was time to walk Back that same half mile which included 2 of Glasgow's busiest streets
So here,finally (apology's for long post) is the final,fantastic revelation.I was right all along,I was confident,kept looking straight ahead and held my head high and everything was fine.I honestly didn't hear one negative remark,see any whithered looks or head shaking,and if it was done behind my back,well I wasn't gonna be looking that way LOL.I was so happy that I could test myself in this way again,Once I did the rest of my day was a fantastic re affirming experience that I enjoyed immensely,even got complimented on my outfit by a lady.
Going to have to get back out as often as I used to I forgot how much fun It could be especially after having tested myself like this.When I got home first thing I did was give my wife a great big hug,and thank her for giving me that pep talk that kick started my wonderful day,no big question to ask I just wanted to write my experience down to share it with all the wonderful ppl on here
:hugs:Sophie xxx
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