Hard to be patient

[Asako]

About 3 weeks ago, I have been very slowly building my wardrobe of feminine things. I keep getting the urge to buy a bunch more things all at once without even knowing if they'll fit like they should. Typical impatient me really. The same goes with breast forms. *rolls eyes* I'm taking it slow and patient to avoid wasting a LOT of money but between the impatient urges and the wait time for things in the mail...I feel like I'm losing my marbles at times! Anyone else been in a similar situation?

side note:I can't buy things at the local stores because my little town is a closed minded town.

[Tina B.]

Asako, I know what you mean, I'm waiting for two packages, ordered a week ago, and they are not here yet. Everyday I go on line to track there travels, hoping some truck driver gets a good run going, and maybe it will get here sooner, but no luck, so I wait anticipating just what I am going to wear with them when they get here. I too live in a small town, but I do shop here, but many times they just don't have what I want here.
I guess thats just part of being a crossdresser.
Tina B.