gerri ray
09-29-2010, 02:39 PM
So for the last couple of days my head has been in a blender, so to speak. A few nights ago I had a long talk with my sister via text because of prying ears in our home. To make the story short, I'm gay and now I'm just trying to wrap my mind around it all. She said she has had "that feeling" about me for 6 years and has waited for me to figure it out. She accepts it totally like she has done with my dressing. I love her so much. So yesterday I needed to get out of the house n clear my head and to just think. So I underdressed and wore some mascara and lip gloss and and went early Xmas shopping at spencers in the mall. I have never wore lip gloss in public, so that was a first. The guy at spencers was gay and was flirting with me and I flirted back, another first. Headed to Walmart afterwards and decided to buy a few cute tops for myself cos I didn't have any yet and some other cute things that caught my eyes. I decided that I would be brave and hit the changing rooms. Another first. Scared at fist but the girl there was around 23 give or take and was very courteous and very nice. Her genuine smile never wavered. Ok I know long post but us girls love to read