Sherry-Stephanie
10-01-2010, 12:32 PM
...one's purpose....
I feel a need ..a desire, to expound... to speak out loud to myself, but also ask this question to see about how others feel...think and come to their inner spirit or soul....for where that soul is, is where we live our lives...you can read tis and think I'm a flaming idiot or whack job...but that's fine...have been called everything under the sun over the years....a few more "missles" headed my direction is no biggy...
Then you might agree and find what I have to say to have at least a little bit of value and you'll find something worth while in reading this....we'll see, since it's all up to you from this point....to exerience this pleasure we all seeking but few find....so can we share this place of tranquility with others???? only if you share and reach out with yoru thoughts and experiences....can we truly move forward...as we all try to cope with daily life's trial and trepidations...but that's living and that's what we need to do...and try and succeed along the way....
Does one ever reach a point of acceptence...both eternally but most importantly internally within our being our bodies and our souls?
Acceptence, to the level or point or realm of living in peace....what some might call God's grace...or others will call harmony or "finding serendipity"....
I think we do...and I think it when we come to the realization ofwho were are...what we are and that's we're OK as we are ....and then we're leaving that heavy load of guilt sorrow perplexity of exacty who we are are a person and we've finally allowed or given ourselves permission to live free and accepting...and that's when we enter that stage of "normallcy" or "serendipity".
I think we all experience this state of being or happiness when we allow ourselves permission to be free as who we are and what we are....we have a male side or masculine self...as well as a "femme" side...so like every other human being we were concieved by a male and female and at our moment of conception we were 50% male and 50% female....and we are that now because we didn't let society's "norm" dictate who were truly are....we broke free to express our true identity...that part that is male and that part that is female....and we do so in a state of pleasure or grace or happiness that is unsereal...am I dreaming this or is there really a state of "existence" here....that a limited few are able to reach....
Not everyone can do this and thus reach a place of "inner peace"....but once we reach it we can't imagine not being there and wonder why it took so long to reach it in some cases and less in other instances depending on the personal growth of each one of us....
I have experiences this level of awareness on a number of occassions....but it's not something that is just average and everyday....it's so special that it is truly life changing and all encompasing of a glow of pleasure that it really becomes difficult to describe...but you'll know it when you get there....it's like nothing you've experiences before....
But there's going to be a significant amount of pain and sorrow ...of hurt and despair...for this is the price we must engage, offer, be willing to put forth, or whatever difficult one experiences... inorder to be able to enjoy serendipathy....
But I look back now and think that as much of a challenging journey that I experienced it was all worth it and i truly can say "no regrets"....I can say I make no apology for who I am , what I am, why I am and how I will be going forth...for I feel that what I am is created by a higher power of a supreme being and my life has been a blessed experience given back to the supreme being as we each may choose to call Him...but he is spiritual god being....
Life is hard for all of use being it anything other than a human being...for this is what the Bible says we shall endure....cast from Paradise for Adam and Eve's misdeeds...but for who we can find our way back to the Eden from whence we came...and doing so we find "serendioity...peace harmony fgrace...whatever word you wish to call it....but it's peace, harmony and joy...you who have experienced this state know what I mean....
So anyone else out there have found this state of being where you are now or in the past and have maintained this level of awareness????
I'm sure others would eagarly seek to enjoy your expiences and find soulace in them....
Thanks
Stephanie
I feel a need ..a desire, to expound... to speak out loud to myself, but also ask this question to see about how others feel...think and come to their inner spirit or soul....for where that soul is, is where we live our lives...you can read tis and think I'm a flaming idiot or whack job...but that's fine...have been called everything under the sun over the years....a few more "missles" headed my direction is no biggy...
Then you might agree and find what I have to say to have at least a little bit of value and you'll find something worth while in reading this....we'll see, since it's all up to you from this point....to exerience this pleasure we all seeking but few find....so can we share this place of tranquility with others???? only if you share and reach out with yoru thoughts and experiences....can we truly move forward...as we all try to cope with daily life's trial and trepidations...but that's living and that's what we need to do...and try and succeed along the way....
Does one ever reach a point of acceptence...both eternally but most importantly internally within our being our bodies and our souls?
Acceptence, to the level or point or realm of living in peace....what some might call God's grace...or others will call harmony or "finding serendipity"....
I think we do...and I think it when we come to the realization ofwho were are...what we are and that's we're OK as we are ....and then we're leaving that heavy load of guilt sorrow perplexity of exacty who we are are a person and we've finally allowed or given ourselves permission to live free and accepting...and that's when we enter that stage of "normallcy" or "serendipity".
I think we all experience this state of being or happiness when we allow ourselves permission to be free as who we are and what we are....we have a male side or masculine self...as well as a "femme" side...so like every other human being we were concieved by a male and female and at our moment of conception we were 50% male and 50% female....and we are that now because we didn't let society's "norm" dictate who were truly are....we broke free to express our true identity...that part that is male and that part that is female....and we do so in a state of pleasure or grace or happiness that is unsereal...am I dreaming this or is there really a state of "existence" here....that a limited few are able to reach....
Not everyone can do this and thus reach a place of "inner peace"....but once we reach it we can't imagine not being there and wonder why it took so long to reach it in some cases and less in other instances depending on the personal growth of each one of us....
I have experiences this level of awareness on a number of occassions....but it's not something that is just average and everyday....it's so special that it is truly life changing and all encompasing of a glow of pleasure that it really becomes difficult to describe...but you'll know it when you get there....it's like nothing you've experiences before....
But there's going to be a significant amount of pain and sorrow ...of hurt and despair...for this is the price we must engage, offer, be willing to put forth, or whatever difficult one experiences... inorder to be able to enjoy serendipathy....
But I look back now and think that as much of a challenging journey that I experienced it was all worth it and i truly can say "no regrets"....I can say I make no apology for who I am , what I am, why I am and how I will be going forth...for I feel that what I am is created by a higher power of a supreme being and my life has been a blessed experience given back to the supreme being as we each may choose to call Him...but he is spiritual god being....
Life is hard for all of use being it anything other than a human being...for this is what the Bible says we shall endure....cast from Paradise for Adam and Eve's misdeeds...but for who we can find our way back to the Eden from whence we came...and doing so we find "serendioity...peace harmony fgrace...whatever word you wish to call it....but it's peace, harmony and joy...you who have experienced this state know what I mean....
So anyone else out there have found this state of being where you are now or in the past and have maintained this level of awareness????
I'm sure others would eagarly seek to enjoy your expiences and find soulace in them....
Thanks
Stephanie